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    Tuesday, March 31, 2009

    Second Quiz. @ 1:14 AM
    Tagged by KATKAT, ZHIWEI & FIONA to do this quiz:

    10' Are You's.
    1. Are you single - Definitely not.
    2. Are you happy - Nope, not really. ( PEIXUN: "WHY YOU NOT HAPPY?!" )
    3. Are you bored - Very.
    4. Are you fair - Not as white as Ghost Peixun.
    6. Are you intelligent - Mama says im smater than Peixun.
    7. Are you honest - Of course.
    8. Are you nice - Papa says im nicer than Peixun.
    9. Are you Irish - Nope, lame.

    10' Facts About You.
    1. Full name - Kerene Khoo KaiLin
    2. Nickname - Baby, Ahboy, Ahkai.
    3. Birth place - KK Hospital.
    4. Hair colour - Brown.
    5. Natural hair style - Natural lah wtf.
    6. Eye colour - Brown.
    7. Date of birth - 23 October.
    8. Mood - VERY BAD LAH.
    9. Favourite Colour(s) - Black, White, & lots more.
    10. One place you like to visit - Beach.

    10' Questions About My Love Life.
    1. Have you ever been in love - Yes, right now.
    2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Depends lur.
    3. Do you currently have a crush - Have lover already.
    4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Always.
    5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - I dont know.
    6. Have you have your heart broken - All the time.
    7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yah.
    8. Are you afraid of commitment - I suck at it.
    9. Who was the last person you hug - Forgot. O: Jk. Peixunnnnnnn.
    10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - Baby lahs :D

    10' This or That.
    1. Love or Lust - PEIXUN: " LUST LUST, SAY LUST ! "
    2. Hard liquor or beer - None.
    3. Cat or Dog - Dog lur. Cat's cute too.
    4. A few best friends or regular friends - Both's good.
    5. Creamy or crunchy - Both same.
    6. Pencil or Pen - Pencil.
    7. Wild night out or a romantic night in - Depends on mood.
    8. Money or happiness - Money = Hapiness? Jk. =x
    9. Night or day - Night.
    10. IM or phone - Phone.

    10' Have You Ever's.
    1. Been caught sneaking out - Yeah. Wtfuzxc.
    2. Seen a polar bear - Forgot already.
    3. Done something you regret - Definitely.
    4. Bungee jump - Desired to.
    5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - When i was a Baby bah.
    6. Finished entire jaw breaker - Whats that.
    7. Been caught naked - No.
    8. Wanted an ex gf/bf back - Used to bahs. Not anymore. (:
    9. Cried because you lost a pet - I would.
    10. Wanted to disappear - Used to.

    10' Preferences In a Partner.
    1. Smile or eyes - Smile more. (:
    2. Light or dark hair - Both good bahs.
    3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs.
    4. Shorter or taller - Taller.
    5. Intelligent or Attraction - Both bahs.
    6. Topman or zara - Topman :B
    7. Funny or serious - At the right time.
    8. Older or younger - Doesnt really matter.
    9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
    10. Sweet or bad - Sweet in a bad way? =x

    10' Have You's
    1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yah.
    2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than 1 hr - Of course.
    3. Ever walk on hands - Handstand? :O
    4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope.
    5. Ever been in a cheerleading team - Yep.
    6. Ever been in dance team - Yep.
    7. Ever been in sports team - Erm. Track & Field?
    8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yeah. Mediacorp.
    9. Ever owned o BWW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley- Ew.
    10. Ever been in a rap video - Hmm. Hurhur.

    10' Lasts
    1. Last phone call you made - Peixun Baby.
    2. Last person you hugged- Peixun Baby.
    3. Last person you hung out with - Peixun Baby.
    4. Last time you worked - With Peixun Baby no need work.
    5. Last person you talked to - Peixun Baby.
    6. Last person you IM'D - Peixun Baby.
    7. Last person you text - Peixun Baby.
    8. Last person you went movie with - Peixun Baby.
    9. Last person/thing you missed - Peixun Baby.
    10. Last website you visited - Peixun Baby's blog.

    10 ppl to do this :
    1. Peixun Baby.
    2. Qing Laopo.
    3. Olivia Loo.
    4. Yenhua Jiaojiao.
    5. Chongyong Boobie.
    6. Fiona bytch.
    7. Miner Lesbian.
    8. Huili Poopy.
    9. Cheryl Xingan.
    10. Marc Bangbang.



    First Quiz. @ 1:04 AM
    100 TRUTHS TAGGED BY QING LAOPO.

    001. Real name → Kailin.
    002. Nickname(s) → Baby, Ahboy, Ahkai.
    003. Age → 16
    004. Horoscope → Libra/Scorpio.
    005. Male or female → Female.
    006. Primary School → Singapore Chinese Girls' Primary.
    007. Secondary School → Singapore Chinese Girls' Secondary.
    008. Poly or Jc → Not yet.
    009. University → Dont want.
    010. Hair color → Brown.
    011. Long or short → Shoulder Length.
    012. Loud or Quiet → Depends.
    013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
    014. Phone or Camera → Both.
    015. Health Freak → Somewhat.
    016. Drink or Smoke? → SMOKE, no lah. (: None!
    017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Nope.
    018. Eat or Drink → Eat.
    019. Piercings → Tongue & 7 Earholes.
    020. Tattoos → Nope.
    021. Social Or Anti-Social → Depends.
    022. First Piercing → 3 at one time, 10 years old. O:
    023. First Relationship → 12 yeards old.
    024. First Best Friend → Kailing, Kaiqian, Ahxiang, Jacky.
    025. First Award → Gymnastic Award.
    026. First Kiss → Parents.
    027. First Pet → Fighting fish.
    028. First Big Vacation → Bangkok, Thailand.
    029. First Love At First Sight → o.o wtf.
    030. First Hug → Parents.
    049. Eating → No.
    050. Drinking → Yep.
    051. About To → Miss Baby.
    052. Excitement Level → Low.
    053. Listening to → Poker Face - Lady Gaga.
    054. Plans for today → Nothing.
    055. Waiting for → Some idiot to talk on the phone.
    056. Energy Level → Low.
    057. Thinking Of Somone → Absolutely.
    058. Want Kids? → Cute ones.
    059. Want to get married? → Dont want lah!
    060. Careers in mind → Chef, Hair stylist.
    068. Lips or eyes → Both.
    069. Romantic or Funny → Funny more.
    070. Shorter or taller? → Taller.
    071. Protective or Caring → Caring.
    072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic more.
    073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach.
    074. Sensitive or loud → Loud.
    075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
    076. Trouble maker or hesitant → None.
    080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yep.
    081. Ran away from home → Too many times.
    082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Think so.
    083. Killed somebody → Hong & sweet die those boys lur.
    084. Broken someone's heart → Who knows.
    085. Been Arrested → For running away from home?
    086. Cried when someone died → Always.
    087. Miss Someone Alotalot → Everytime.
    089. Yourself → Uh?
    090. Miracles → Not until i see one.
    091. Love at First Sight → Depends.
    092. Heaven → Hmm.
    093. Santa Claus → In my dreams.
    094. Tooth Fairy → Laughs.
    095. Kiss on the first date → Depends.
    096. Are you afraid of anything → Perverts.
    097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yea!
    098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life → Hurhur.
    099. Do you believe in God → Nope.

    100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
    - PEIXUN BOOBOO.
    - KATKAT DAJIEJIE.
    - FIONA BYTCH.
    - ZHIWEI ROARRRR.
    - JORESAR.
    - OLIVIA CELINE LOO.
    - CHONGYONG BOOBIE.
    - MARC BANGBANG.
    - CRYSTAL LESBIAN.
    - HUILI POOPY.



    Sunday, March 29, 2009

    Moodless. @ 10:49 PM
    I want you to be closer to me,
    For everyday until forever.
    Say you will cos you are my desire.

    (L) ; Fuckohmama.


    Kissed Goodbye,
    Its not easy making someone happy.
    -

    Denial dreams.



    Happy Ending. @ 2:44 AM
    Okay, it has been long since i updated hur. =x
    Lets see what did i do recently hur since i last posted.
    Tuesday went to Jc's house to ton, & PS3.
    Baby was idiotic. He surprised me in the elevator!
    Lionel was damn cute i swear, really. Funny die.
    Sleeping Jc's room can kill you know!
    His aircon is damn effing cold i tell you, wtfuzxc lah.
    My whole leg was numb! Home after dinner.
    Thursday didnt go out, was dead bored though.
    Friday met Baby for dinner and movie, Street Fighter.
    Baby got so pissed cos he couldnt catch Yoshi. xD
    Took nightrider home, much more cheaper. Great!

    Escape theme park today, for my first time okay!
    I know im quite deprived but nevermind. ):
    Ohright, on the way saw Jerry and Malcolm. Church!
    It has been long eversince i went there too oh.
    Anyways only three rides were available lur, walao.
    Excluding those kiddy rides of course.
    Hahaha, wet and wild was fun! Pirate ship quite okay.
    Pirate ship was really stupid, ohoh and funny things there.
    Kids were shouting, "ORH LULU EH CHEEBYE!"
    Whenever the ship was going down from the top. Cute?
    There was this two stalkers following us lur like -.- Tsk.
    Everywhere we go we see that couple. Gross me out.
    The haunted house freaked me out, seriously.
    I almost burst out in tears halfway i couldnt take it lur.
    Though it wasnt that scary afterall. Laughs.
    Shuttle bus-ed to Ikea to eat dinner, it was goooood.
    Baby pei me take bus home. ILY :D! Im happy today yo!
    -

    My clothes was wet all the way, -.-
    Stupid wet & wild lur. Im having fever already.



    Friday, March 27, 2009

    Ignited it. @ 12:45 AM
    LEAVE ME ALONE.
    I just need time to adjust my feelings.
    Stomach Cancer hur -.-
    MIA-
    Wont be posting this few days.
    I just need take a break.
    Back as soon as possible okay. (:



    Tuesday, March 24, 2009

    Lovelust :B @ 4:49 PM
    Love is a precious thing,
    Gotta take it when you can.
    Theres nothing you cannot do,
    When love is close at hand.



    (L) ; Secret Valentine.
    Married Baby in Audi already. Wow. Finally?
    Im still wondering if i want back those tagging heart days. :\
    Laughs, he said he wanted to aim for 10 hearts.
    Ended with only 5 hearts. How pathetic can, rofl lah!
    But he never fail to make me smile. Loves.
    Gah, talked to Jerry last night which was kind of erm stupid.
    Amazingly we had this quite funny conversations.
    Which made me have a change of impression on him though.
    Its so unbelievable anways, but haha. Cute aye.
    I just dont get it, seriously. Obsession, obsession, obsession.
    She's simply just dont get it. Honestly, she's too obsessed.
    Trying to hide every single thing. But through it all, i understand.
    Why she's acting like this. None other then that reason.
    Some asshole called me and asked me to do things for him to.
    Like what the fuck can. Whats wrong with this world. -.-
    So screwed. Fuck XS lah, wtf. He have nothing to do with me.
    Pissed off, those bad memories. Kns i hate this. Nehpok.
    -

    Lorw mai lah knn. Wai phor kow maei?!
    Dont make me go on fire i tell you. You this smelly chim.
    Hong num is your fucking house lah. -.- Ccb.

    Its different, nothing like before.



    Monday, March 23, 2009

    Unwritten. @ 12:11 AM
    No matter how hard it gets.
    This love will have no regrets.
    As long as we're stepping on.
    The dance floor, its me and you.



    (L) ; It dont matter what the Haters say .
    Woo, finally the Beatup competition is over man. Finally.
    No more worries, and stress. And yeah anxiety.
    Laughs, yesterday met Baby for dinner, and then lan.
    Ahneh's comp is still not my liking yet. But nevermind lahs.
    Since Baby likes to go there, so yep. Laughs.
    Went there for the stupid Beatup competition, gah. Lag!
    But still went into the Semi anyways. Hmm, lucky?
    Anyways what i heard from Baby, i was damn tired aye.
    Started to talk like a drunkard. Somehow?
    And i do not know what happened last night at all okay. ):
    Tsk, so yep. Today was totally crashed.
    Lost to Dc squad, couldnt get into the finals though. Sigh.
    But well played i guess? Thanks to Boy, & Junyan.
    Sorry i kept missing today, was too nervous. They were so pro.
    I couldnt lie to myself, that i could win them at all. Gah.
    Hmm, at least i did Baby a little proud bah? Heh.
    Webcam-ed with Baby today was total joke okay. Laugh die.
    Those were the snapshots of some stupid things we did.
    Love die him lur. Ohyarhor, Baby claims that he's very xinku.
    Just cos we didnt meet for like 24 hours? I dont believe him lur.
    He's just having affairs behind me, with Minnie that pubor. ):
    And tsk, i realized something today oh. Orh horrrr!
    Jc has some connections with Lecin yo. Wow how coincidental.
    Gahhh, anyways. Lecin cheered me up today! Somehow.
    We had quite a long chat after so long you know.
    Hopefully i get to meet her, Sherilyn and Vee soon i guess? :D
    -

    If you'd be my prince, I'll be ur cinderella.



    Saturday, March 21, 2009

    Insomnia. @ 12:20 PM
    Stabbed by fragments of shattered dreams.
    Another pitch black morning.
    Everyone holds the truth,
    Yet it's hidden behind a deceptive facade.
    Will I forever be questioning what's left of my life?



    (L) ; Balloons Jinagabeorin.
    Lols, sleepless nights are coming back somehow.
    Gah whats happening to me. ):
    I want to go bang wall already lurs, tmd. Tsk!
    Cant seem to sleep at all this few nights, pigudong.
    Anyways havent been blogging too.
    Because im really tired, restless, and lazy to. Sorry.
    Hmm, what happened this few days i didnt blog?
    Went to Monstercue on Wednesday ;
    Simei to collect my wallet from police station on Thursday.
    Yesterday movie Race to Witch mountain with Baby.
    Cousin wanted to ton, but i didnt want so yep.
    Sorry hur, maybe next time okays? Gah.
    Im like yawning like fuck now, damn tired somehow.
    Nothing much to do today either.
    Most likely audi-ing alone again bahs, hais.
    Until beatup competition starts like 8pm, wtf can.
    Today is another sucky day isnt it, sigh.
    -

    Tu vas me détruire.



    Wednesday, March 18, 2009

    The promises made. @ 3:57 PM
    My secret's out,
    It's been hidden in my heart.
    That's over now.
    I want everyone to know,
    I found it all.
    You're the everything I've never had.
    Baby, i got it bad.



    (L) ; Kissed Goodnight.
    Gah, finally fixed my blog back to normal. Phew.
    Anyways, some things are still remain undone lahs actually.
    But then i will update, and edit it soon alrights. (:
    Like the Candy shot part. When i have time i will do it.
    Hmm, think there's nothing much else ler bahs.
    The gans list and everything maybe i wont be putting back.
    Depends bahs, :D laughs. Oh and about the links.
    I lost alot of links, cos i never save them. So alamaks!
    If i never link you please tell me okay! Sorry cant remember.
    Wokeup quite early to pei Baby go work.
    Boring die can, nothing to do but to slack and sleep only.
    Hmms, but earned money just like that, not bad lah actually.
    Haha. Watched two movies this past two days.
    Dragonball and Coming soon. What the fuck can. Nehneh.
    Coming soon made me so freaked out.
    I swear i wont ever watch NC16 Horror movies ever again! ):
    Ohoh, Baby caught another bearbear for me! Smiles.
    He and his stupid lucky one dollar coin theory. Stupid god.
    Baby sent me home after that and something creeped us out.
    I swear if it was you, you will freak out too okay!
    Stupid audition having patch and pissing me off again. Tsk.
    Just feel like quiting can. What the fuck. -.-
    Its like what happened before the previous time already lors.
    Anyways, really bored. Gah. ): Im tired of everything.
    -

    Dear God, the only thing I ask of you.



    Monday, March 16, 2009

    Baby cousin :B ! @ 2:42 AM
    Firefly come back to me,
    Make the night as bright as day.
    I'll be looking out for you,
    Tell me that you're lonely too.


    (L) ; Every Heart.
    Today was quite sian lahs actually.
    But then my Baby cousin asked me out, i was like hoho.
    Wow, okay was kind of lazy at first but nevermind.
    He came over to Boonkeng to fetch me.
    Went dhoby ghaut to buy his stupid sex bands -.-
    And i got so tempted to buy things okay, but i didnt hah!
    Wx joined us for awhile after that yo. Laughs.
    The stupid pia saikang teddybear shop, nehneh lahs.
    Had dinner at Subway :D Long time no eat ler.
    Baby cousin was like some idiot dont know how to order.
    Asked the person to put tomato when he doesnt eat it, wtf?
    How stupid can my cousin get. Oh my gawd. O:
    Took some photos with him too, gah he's so cute & dumb.
    Say want pei me go Suntec find Baby de.
    In the end leh, tell me he want to go home. Nehnehpok.
    Still ask me to send him which i didnt lahs. =x
    Another day okay? Laughs i walked to Suntec after that.
    Went to find Baby wait him fang gong. (:
    Took mrt send him to Kovan first then take bus home.
    Walked halfway saw Yeeboon. Wow! Shocked.
    -

    Baby, i love you beyond words.



    Sunday, March 15, 2009

    Last chance. ♥ @ 4:22 PM
    When your kiss turns into taste of death,
    your breath on my skin leaves a scent of our end,
    even if love meant the slowest form of suicide,
    I’d live to love, I'd live to love, I'd live to love, for you.

    (L) ; Heartcuff-ed .
    Have alot things to say, have alot to talk about.
    But im totally speechless now. Somehow.
    No longer have the strength to play, to fool around.
    Or to fight for what i dont deserve anymore.
    Just another lonely night i walk,
    Walking pass the basketball court, the memories.
    Eventhough i walk with no one else beside me,
    Felt your presence, it saves my soul.
    From falling any deeper into traps and hell.

    Many things have made me start thinking, thinking the right way.
    Thinking of what im going to do in the future which helps me.
    Im sorry if i made you feel that you dont meant much to me, sorry.
    Maybe i should start changing the way i express things.
    Start to understand what you're doing for me, whats good for me.
    Everything, lets start afresh, a brand new day for us.
    No more pain, no more torture, no more hurt, no more stress & worries.
    I'll do what i promise, i'll think for myself. I'll understand.
    Maybe i only know whats right, when im going to lose grab of it.
    Now i have realised, i will try my best not to let it happen ever again.
    Even if i cant do it to perfection. But i'll put in the most effort i can.
    Those sacifices you've made, i have taken it for granted.
    Like as if, you're meant to do all those for me, ruining yourself for me.
    Not anymore. Time to treasure what i have and love. And its you.
    -

    I'm a lover, not a figther.
    But I'll fight for what i Love.

    MIA -
    I say goodbye.



    Apologies. @ 4:10 PM
    Tagged by OLIVIA to do this quiz.
    happy now? idiot. ):

    1. What is your full name?
    Kerene Khoo Kai Lin, ( i know you love it :D )
    2. Do u like your name?
    Let me think, eh yep its special.
    3. How long do you like the person u currently like?
    No longer like already, its love.
    4. Have you kissed anyone before?
    You think?
    5. Did you cry today?
    Promised are not meant to be broken.
    6. What were you doing at 8am this morning?
    Sleeping lur, duh.
    7. What were you doing an hour ago?
    Watching teebee.
    8. What are you currently doing now?
    Thinking of someone. ):
    9. Who last texted you?
    Den - Gan baby.
    10. Have you told someone I love you today?
    Laughs, let him wait lur. =x
    11. Are you missing anyone now?
    Of course.
    12. Any plans for tomorrow?
    Go to school :D !
    13. What was the reason the last time u cried?
    Felt lost, wrong, regrets.
    14. Any one you want to be with right now?
    Somehow i feel that everyday.
    15. Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with 's'?
    Wow, no?
    16. Name anyone who made you smile today.
    Who else could it be right? =x
    17. Name someone whos name starts with 'z'.
    Zhan Rong korkor.
    18. Which friend of yours stay near you?
    Wanhao bahs. I think?
    19. Do you prefer to call or text?
    Depends. (:
    20. Do you prefer today or yesterday?
    Today .__.
    21. Can you live a day without hp or television?
    Haha, of course lur -.-
    22. Are you mad at anything now?
    Yes, with that ghost who followed me. -'-
    23. Do you think relationship is worth it?
    Yep, if its with him. ♥
    24. Who is the last person you visited in hospital?
    My grandfather bahs. O:
    25. Who gave you the last and second hug?
    Baby, baby, & baby :D !
    26. What is the last message in your hp says?
    " Okay . [: "
    27. Do you hate anyone?
    Yes i do, the ghost who followed me! Knn -'-
    28. Who was the last person you called?
    Baby. (:

    Tag 5 people to do this quiz.
    1. Peixun ♥
    2. Enqi xmm
    3. Boobie Chongyong.
    4. Fiona bytch :D
    5. Katkat Dajiejie.



    Thursday, March 12, 2009

    Speechless. @ 3:32 PM
    Now i've realised.
    The real reason why.
    Forget about it,
    Totally speechless.



    (L) ; Inject the pain .
    Baby came over yesterday and fetch me.
    Hmms, after that headed to cineleisure to eat.
    Went up to catch bearbear again, laughs.
    Stood there and watched for quite long lors.
    I was so tired standing there okays.
    Saw the winner of Superstar, Darren Tan also.
    He was like catching bearbear too .__.
    Shocking okays. Anyways haha im happy!
    Baby caught this stitch for me!
    Haha, its like not small small one okay. Yay.
    Went for our movie, Marley & Me.
    It was quite okay, but the dog died and i cried.
    Stupid. Oh, and it was the first time,
    That i sat in a couple seat. Special you know.
    I love you Baby, alot alot alot alot :D
    Sighs, Baby started working already. Hais.
    And im having really really bad headache lurs.
    My mother's pissing me off too. Ew.
    Feel like going out still even when im unwell.
    All because of my naggy mother! -.-
    -

    Just don't love you (no more).



    Wednesday, March 11, 2009

    Move, bitch. @ 3:13 PM
    Talking about originality man.
    Why is it everything is linked hur. Laughs.
    Im still wondering. Asshole.
    Just make me want to slap faces.
    And haha my all time favourite movie oh.
    Everything. Should i hate or forget.
    Anyways Qiannie heard i wasnt feeling well.
    Bought porridge up to my house.
    Thanks girl, but you brought Xiang up too!
    Smart hur you? Idiot one lah you.
    Went 16th floor as usual, slacked awhile.
    After that they need go to work ler.
    Walked to Bball court meet Guigui, & Jacky.
    They just finished school i think.
    Went over to 107 to slack lors. As usual. (:
    Havent been around there this days.
    Feels odd. Didnt know what to talk about either.
    Its been long sisters, brothers. ):
    Going to meet the others some other time.
    Those that i really missed alot.
    Didnt feel like slacking anymore so came back.
    Temptation yo. I have to control.
    -

    Currently waiting for Baby to come over.
    Lols, sorry for those that i promised to visit.
    Was lazy to go to school lurs.
    Next time treat you all island okays? :D



    Tuesday, March 10, 2009

    He says he will, but will he. @ 11:42 PM
    I miss him, I really do.
    Its hard to explain, Somehow i just do.
    There's no reason for it.
    Simply misses him uncontrollaby.
    Tell me what to do.
    Its breaking me down, dear lord.
    Stop the pain. I pray to you.

    - Numb my heart ;
    Lols. Hmm today is really boring and lonely.
    Totally nothing to do at all can .__.
    Audi-ed one whole day today, felt so moody.
    Cant seem to get anything right today.
    Mood swing like omgwtfbbq like nobody business.
    Wanted to scream and shout.
    But somehow just cant. Trying to control.
    Thinking she's just a sick pathetic trying her best,
    To make people sympathise her.
    What is wrong with her im pondering.
    All her nonsense is pissing me off, you know.
    I cant stand her attitude, cant stand everything of her.
    Its driving me to the wall already. Argh.
    But i know she has nothing to do with my moodless actions.
    If she's not the reason why, then what is?
    Im trying to figure out, no answers until now. ):
    Just angry with myself somehow.
    Cant wait to see Baby tomorrow thats all.
    He's always the one making me smile & cheers me up.
    Seeing him just makes me really happy.
    BABY PEIXUN I LOVE YOU TOO! ♥
    Hahahaha ohoh, today chat with Enqi xiaomeimei :D
    She cheered me up a little too.
    Laughs, she's really cute and funny too! Mine!
    -

    Sighs.



    Lost words. @ 1:24 AM
    Stupid asshole psp cant work. I dont know why.
    As in it can work lahs, but cant play.
    Need to update the version or dont know what shyt.
    Pissed me off okays. Im tempted to Dj Max!
    Anyways today Baby came over to find me in the morning.
    I was still sleeping when he reached lahs. Wtf.
    And he didnt call me to wakeup and waited outside.
    For like about one hour? He is stupid. ):
    Was planning to cook lunch de, but nothing to cook!
    Go buy my fave chicken porridge to eat lor.
    Then found out porridge only can dabao. Pigudong -.-
    Baby was late for his training. Went funan.
    And realised we were early. And didnt eat the porridge!
    Until like 8pm? Went Cine to watch Push :D
    It was quite okay lahs, guessed the ending anyways.
    Im pro okays :B Can be director already lur.
    After movie went upstairs planning to catch bearbear.
    Ohwell we did catch a SMALL PIGLET only.
    But nevermind, im satisfied already.
    Baby next time stand there and count okay!
    Be honoured you have such a smart girlfriend okay!
    Knows about everything de :D Weets.
    -

    This week will be boring. ):
    But i will be happy everyday like today.
    Promise you okay Baby? Loves. <3



    Sunday, March 8, 2009

    CHALET :B @ 1:07 AM
    HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BABY! ♥
    wow, what an old ahpek already.

    05/03/06, Thursday.
    Brought alcohol everything to Darryl's house.
    Met Baby, Katkat, Darryl, Chu Heng, Zhen Zhi, Cymon.
    Didnt do much on the first day lahs, cos it was raining.
    Watched Dvd, and Bbq.
    Most of the time i was in the room though.
    Cos yeah i have my reasons, i was weak okay. Sorry Baby.
    The laughing gas was stupid lahs hello -.-

    06/03/09, Friday.
    The clock tick to 12am. Baby got bashed up quite badly?
    He had bruises at alot of places okay!
    And i keep hit them accidentally. Really sorry uh Baby!
    Im still very disappointed with what i gave him. ):
    We went to eat sushi for lunch!
    Was feeling weak so Baby accompanied me back to chalet.
    After that his friends all came over. Was quite noisy lahs.
    So i went out having really bad headache.
    Trying to vent my moodyness and all on the PSP!
    Until Jc asked me wanted to go Jubeat or not, and i was pissed
    So i was thinking why not? Since i can leave that place.
    Let Baby pei his friends and everything mahs.
    So went back like quite late. Was quite amused by Jubeat.
    Baby's parents came halfway while they were Bbq-ing.
    And i was still venting anger on the PSP okay.
    Didnt pei Baby almost the whole day that day, felt guilty.
    Im sorry for showing attitude to you Baby. Its your birthday.
    And i made you moody because of my attitude. ):
    Started smearing the cream of tiramisu on Baby's face! xD

    07/03/09, Saturday.
    Wanted to go for a late night movie with Baby only de.
    At like about 2plus? After the show shutter.
    But in the end we bathed like really long? And time flies!
    What the fuck man. My anniversary just said byebye like that!
    Nevermind after that was the show SAW 4 i brought.
    Fell asleep after that i think? Baby accompanied me through.
    Cos i was feeling pain and everything. So like erm,
    He didnt pei the others to play games and everything?
    Really thanks Baby. I love you. (:
    Oh then wokeup. And we checked out really late. Opps! Laughs.
    Then was wanting to celebrate belated anniversary de.
    But since Baby was tired then i was like forget it. Lets go home!
    Wanted to meet Baby just now de. But nevermind -.-
    HAPPY MEAL WITH POKEBALL SO CUTE!
    -

    There goes the first time i was celebrating first month.
    Haha, i just thought it was laughable okay! .___.



    Thursday, March 5, 2009

    Tired die. Zxc. @ 1:18 PM
    Lols. Seriously tired out. Hais.
    Dont know why cant sleep this whole week.
    Going to break down really soon.
    Always sleeping really late, and waking up early.
    Its like how many hours of sleep only?
    Was still awake at 5am just now lahs, walao.
    Sleep awhile only. Amazingly woked up at 8am.
    Nothing to do whats, so play audi lors.
    Then my mother started scolding me and nagging.
    Cos im not having enough sleep and all.
    Its like i couldnt control it what. I know i'll fall sick.
    But somehow i just couldnt stop it lahs.
    Lols, got so pekcek with her just now, wanted burst.
    Im just glad im going to chalet already.
    Some place where i can have some peace & quiet.
    And yep, i havent packed my bag yet.
    Im really really really late already lahhhhhs. ):
    -

    Dont miss me too much okay!
    Continue tagging on my blog even im not around.
    Keep it alive for me lahs okay. (:
    ILOVEYOU, KENGYEE AND JOLYN.
    Will be back soon de yeah.

    Sorry lazy to reply tags recently. Will reply soon.



    Tuesday, March 3, 2009

    Love die you. ♥ @ 2:00 AM


    Baby came over for breakfast today. I owe him de. ):
    Stupid can. Want me to cook lunch also.
    Crazy lors, tired die me please. So i didnt really cook.
    Just ate ham, cheese sausages and cup noodle.
    Went to meet Jc at Kovan after that.
    Darryl, Cymon, Zhiwei after they ate at coffee shop.
    That two cheena dogs at ocbc banks -.- Ew.
    Lols, then they went to play bowling at Superbowl.
    And Baby wanted to catch bearbear for me! Dream on.
    Hahaha, waste money only lors actually. =x
    Then went over to Heartland mall to buy sushi.
    Which i couldnt "Loon" anymore. But i didnt eat icecream!
    Good enough already okay. But spent alot on sushi.
    Shits man. Now im short of cash again. What the hell.
    Diediedie, jialat. Anyways. Pasarmalam!
    Weeet, me and Baby go play the dart game. Guess what.
    Baby didnt win anything, i won a doraemonnnn. :D
    I wanted to get the pig for him de, but hais.
    After that went lan to play about one hour on laggy comp.
    WALKED A LONGLONG WAY HOME! .__. EW.
    -

    A note on my comp says - ♥ 能不能好好爱我
    Baby added below saying - NENG! <3

    Omg lahs, its damn cute can. And i just saw it.
    Baby, i love you so muchhhhhhh!
    Lols, i wont leave you de okay. Dont paranoid. ):



    Monday, March 2, 2009

    Little Miss Early. @ 1:23 AM
    Friday suppose to meet Fiona & Katkat first de.
    But in the end i went to find Baby first, eat dinner. (:
    Yep. Katkat, you were quite right lahs.
    Thats because i really missed him too much lers.
    Cant help it ler whats. Then ate dinner went meet darryl.
    Hahah, we reached amk hub at 8pm, on the dot!
    Lols, went to find Katkat and Fiona and Zhiwei after.
    Zhiwei looked like "Mario" according to them cos of the hat.
    Was damn funny okay. I want my free icecream. ):
    Lols, after that went to pokeball again as usual lahs.
    Went darryl's house. Then went home after prata lohs.

    Hmm, then yesterday alot things happened.
    Dont want to say already lahs. Hais.
    Just want to keep my promise and not break it.
    First time, i will be puntual & early.
    Im going to keep telling myself this everyday! =x
    Pokeball. Zhiwei and Baby send me home after that.
    Had nightmare again lahs what the hell.
    So many nights in a roll already leh. My god.
    When will it ever ever ever stop?
    Baby appeared in my dream and said something oh.
    And i wokeup. ): I will do it if you want me to :B
    -

    I got another secret to tell.
    Baby loves to copy what i do, so bad.
    I just want to let him know i miss him too.
    More than he misses me. ♥
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