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    Saturday, June 26, 2010

    I hate goodbyes, I hate these tears in my eyes. @ 2:51 AM


    Long update.. Its been so long since i last did. & Its so damn dead now. I dont like the feeling! Ee. :( I have no photos to upload at all. Gotta take more more photos. Shall buy my darling camera soon.

    16/170610, Work & Brother's birthday.
    Worked night shift, super hungry so went have supper with Dad and Mumsy at Lavendar. Stingray and clam cravings satisfied. Bro's birthday. Citysquare, ate @ 南翔饅頭店 with family.

    180610, Breakfast & Pool.
    Chatted on the phone with K' for a lil while. Settled some stuffs, couldnt get the sleep that i needed. So met Porkie for breakfast instead to prevent myself from falling asleep. Almost fainted. So weak i couldnt convince myself to go work so quit the job. Bugis to finish unsettled business. Done, called Cymon out for pool at Monstercue. Cube after and went home for dinner.

    190610, Cousin's & K's.
    Had to go over Cousin's to celebrate father's day & birthday with Gramps. Played Iphone and watched television whole night until Dad's mahjong game end. Reached home around 3am. Prepared and headed to K's house. Small boy and Jy was there. Awesome night. \m/ Loving K' more and more.

    200610, Kuibeh's & Old bedok peeps.
    Competed audi skills to get someone to get drinks and food up but all fell asleep. Wokeup, went to shower and headed to Kuibeh's. Slept at Dch's house while others mahjong. Went 85 for dinner, saw Anthony so ate more and chatted until around last bus time and went home.

    230610, Supper & Movie + Soccer.
    Candy, Marcus, and Derrick came over to pick me up around 3am? Headed to Chongpang to eat nasi lemak. Couldnt decide on a place to go so slacked awhile and went back home. Slept, wokeup and met Zhiwei for movie (She's out of my league) at 9. Went his house to take the car and 85 for supper. After that was Cy's house to watch soccer match. Bet a lil and the heart attacks came. Its damn stress. :( Zw sent me home around 5am. Friggin' tired and went to bed.

    240610, Powerhouse + Soccer.
    Finally came up with the decision to go Powerhouse because Qiang'brother treat me go. Thanks! Totally didnt had the party mood at all. Didnt get to see the battle, & got squeezed like fuck. Pfft. Sucked ttm seriously. Cheered up a little after joining Boy and the others as usual. Left around 2, because Zw came fetched me with the car to go over Cy's house for the soccer match. I lost stuffs at Powerhouse already damn pekchek. I lost money again, because of soccer. Fuckedup much? :(

    250610, K's & Sushi Tei.
    Feeling so damn fucking shag, I didnt wanna go home. So cabbed over to K's house after slacking with Zw and others. Obviously K' dozed off already, so i went to take a bath first. & K' woke up to check on me thinking that i've fainted in the toilet. So sweet! Talk and played as usual, tried new things. &What more, K' sang and danced all the way from 7plus until 10? Imba sweetness i swear to motherfucking god. So touched man, until i couldnt tahan anymore and fell asleep in K's hugs. Wokeup many times to go off but K' just refuse to let go of the hug and so i continued to sleep till 4plus. Bused home and prepared to go meet Zw &Co. for Sushi Tei dinner. And went home. Caught a cold already! Must be the snatching of blanket with K'. Stupid asshole. Gotta stop thinking and missing you somehow. No fate. :(



    Wednesday, June 16, 2010

    No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream. @ 2:58 AM


    So friggin' lazy to update right now seriously. Life's been a bitch recently. There isnt much to say either. Both fun, & unhappiness keeps clashing together somehow. Fuckedup much.

    130610, awesome day out.
    Got wokeup by family for movie at dbg. Kinda pissed off at first. Kept rushing me like fucking shits. Karate kid, not bad. I cant believe i cried. Decided to head to Mana for dinner. Average. After that i had dad sent me back to dbg to join Darryl, Marc, & Zhiwei for movie. A-team, fucking awesome. :b Zhiwei drove, O-M-G. And dropped us at monstercue for pool. Amazingly, i won Darryl. Heh. For 1 game only. Wanted supper but changed mind. Headed home and cooked. Didnt sleep well still.

    140610, masquerade @ powerhouse.
    Struggling if should go or not, but still got psycho-ed. Met at Vivo. Everything was still going well. They opened the Jackdaniel's. & Got pretty high. Got ready to get in and enjoy. Something just had to spoil my mood somehow. Pissed off. Joined Boy and others instead. Saw many people i didnt really expect to see. Event over, left with Jolyn. Legs breaking, three hours on the fucking dance floor. Joined boy and dapan for prawn noodles. Awesome. Went to K's house to sleep. No more singing this time, dead tired.

    150610, farewell once again.
    Wokeup around 3plus. Went downstairs to buy food for both K' & the father. Watched tv and ate. Still feeling damn exhausted. Slept, and finally the songs again. Just love it when K' sings. Totally in love. The face expression, and those laughters. Watched Beerfest halfway and had to go home because K's going out. :\ Felt so sad, couldnt bear. Home sweet home after that. Gonna finish the movie before i get to bed. Just keeps on repeating the songs K' sang to me these two days. Totally addicted. ♥



    Saturday, June 12, 2010

    I've waited all my life to cross this line. @ 7:36 PM



    070610, Out w/ Jo'babe.
    Babe called asked if want go out, so agreed without though, too hungry. :( Went gardens chomp² for dinner. Frolick after. I swear it was a damn suay day somehow. Got caught in the rain. Cab down to Upp.thomson for prata while waiting the others. Daohuay. Got into car accident after that. Traumatized.

    100610, Dinner after work.
    Super duper lazy to go work nowadays. Stressing alot. Pretty much the same. Feel like quitting the job already, damn fast. Wanted to do my tatt, but dropped the thought. Went dbg for dinner with the usuals. After got really pissed so went home. Its been days since i've bought ciggs. Sigh.


    110610, &K' Loves. ♥
    H3h3. Sunset sunset sunset. Its been long man!! Keep psycho me to go Azzura. Failz. Super tired & hungry. Ate, & something just cheered me up alot alot. K' sang me many many songs because i couldnt get to sleep. Hugged me to sleep too. I love you, i'ma shy girl you know. Also the fashion show for the one and only me. Entertainment that couldnt get any better. You're still the best la. Goodnightzx, mua!! :D



    Friday, June 4, 2010

    Your soft embrace caressed my soul. @ 8:54 PM


    Im finally going to update my blog before i forget about everything again. Hehe. Anyways photos are all uploaded on my facebook. & Here's what i've been doing this few days .. ^^

    30/310510, Porkie's birthday.
    Ran around many places just to get everything organised. Didnt really had that fun that i expected i would have. But nevermind, its okay. Afterall it did went out well & successfully excluding the fact that i didnt join in at all. Laughs, you're finally 18. Happy for you big boy.

    010610, Breakfast with Usuals.
    Didnt sleep whole night, went yishun breakfast with the usuals for the very first time. Heh i ate like i havent eaten for days. Super hungry. Slacked, played arcade and took bus home.

    03/040610, Sentosa & Baby's.
    Supposedly going to interview for the Wavehouse job. But then the person didnt call back. So did some suntanning with Cymon daddy, & Derrick korkor instead. Monstercue for pool. Darryl and Cheryl met us there. Prata dinner. Bby's next. Had a great night sleeping in his arms after such long time. I love you. ♥



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