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    Saturday, July 31, 2010

    We could make it nice and naughty, be the devils &angels too. @ 5:37 PM


    Amazingly, im here posting my update. I cant really remember those things that happened in between the dates. All these days seem so cold and hard to get by. Never thought of solving any problems of mine because i dont want to think. Accumulating more stress, and problems. I should grow up. & Dont throw things at one side anymore. Nobody's gonna help me solve my problems. Only me, myself and i.

    160710, Cymon's birthday party.
    Cymon's birthday celebrations. Bbqed near his house. Didnt had much mood back then, was sick. Until the clock strucked 12. It was time for some fun. Snowsprays and cake smashing. It was awesome. "I'll fucking punch the other side of your face" (Y). I'll never forget this sentence. Imba shits. Didnt join the drinking, fell asleep as wasnt feeling well. Wokeup to eat and watch cartoons! Had a super heavy breakfast, all the leftovers from bbq. Cabbed home with Darryl &Marcus.

    190710, Movie night at my house.
    Damn bored at home, but didnt wanna get out of the house or go anywhere far. So decided invite some friends over for movie night. Met Derrick and went fetch Pork and Jolyn. I took like forever to choose what dvds to rent. Supposedly ordering Sakae sushi but changed mind to Pizzahut. The horror shows we rented was horrible. Its so stupid. Home they all go after the shows.

    220710, Fishing with Usuals.
    Fishing @ Khatib. Didnt manage to catch any fishes. So went there to sleep instead. :( Got caught in the heavy rain in the morning. Sat at some void deck to dry ourselves up for awhile and looked like some homeless kids all wet. Joked around. Took bus home in a freaking cold bus.

    240710, X's birthday chalet.
    Went bugis met Clara &Co. for awhile while waiting for Jon, Zhuzhu, & Wawa they all. Went over to fushion to find them instead. Waited their pool games to finish, waited for them to eat finish. I was damn late. Reached X's chalet. Didnt get the reaction that i wanted. Mood was totally spoiled but still faked a smile out. All i could get on that day was just shouts and black face, fuckup much. Went walked around until the morning, and took bus home with J' &Co. Didnt get much sleep.

    25/260710, With J' &Co.
    Met J' to slack awhile after his work. Went up his house and got lazy to go home. So stoned in the living room and fell asleep while Zhuzhu watched her show all the way. Morning raining heavily, J' sent me home and went to work. Waited for J' end work again and met him. Went up his house and downstairs to have dinner slacking with Zhuzhu and his dad. Botak &Boon came to drink and went up J's to sleep again. Slacked till 1plus and went home take clothes for Wawa and fell asleep instead of meeting J'.

    28/290710, Fishing with Usuals again.
    Went to Pork's house there to take the handline and rod. Then to Bugis to meet Json and trained to Khatib eat our dinner. Derrick came. Bought baits, drinks and waited for Cymon to come. Rain again as usual. Fixed the stuffs to handlines and rods and started fishing. And again, caught zero. Practically having pinic over there. Slacked till 4plus and got really bored. So went for breakfast. Chatted for really long and finally decided to go home. Didnt get to sleep much. J' came find me to slack awhile though. D:



    Wednesday, July 14, 2010

    When you say never, I'll say lie. When you say always, I'll say true. @ 8:26 PM


    080710, IBS mock exam.
    Didnt really sleep. Got up early, prepare to go clarke quay to meet Xuan for her mock exam. Need nail model so i agreed to help. Spent few hours in IBS until around 5plus then took bus to Bugis to meet Pork, and Derrick. &Yes, they were obviously fishing. Tonned, and went home.

    09/100710. Botak's & Poon's birthday.
    Midnight cab down to cathay to meet Clara &Co. to watch movie around 2 plus. Despicable me, 3D! Cheehong and Jiawei kept laughing in the whole damn movie la! But laughs its really quite funny la. Went Alterego to play lan until morning first bus. Supposedly meeting Yenhua, but overslept! So sorry! Wokeup, prepared and took nightrider meet Clara &Co. for Botak's birthday celebration. Fusion pool awhile. Keep ask me to fall down again for them see. Annoying. Walked to Cathay for movie, Predators. I was fucking pissed off for the whole duration of the movie. Got pissed off with attitudes, shaking of chairs, and of course the nonstop talking at the seat beside me. End movie went Alterego again while i went to Volcano find Poon, say happy birthday to him. Chatted, with him, Serine and B. Up & down to accompany both sides. :\ Waited for Serine to come back eat breakfast then took cab home together.

    120710, IBS exam & Subway!
    Wokeup super early to go IBS, nail model for diploma exam. In the end kena dua, made Elysia wakeup so damn early to come over. After that went sentosa with Mum to take pay. Seperated ways after that. Went bugis to meet Marc' for subway. :P His treat. Stoned outside Iluma and wasted dont know how many minutes of our life and finally decided to head home haha. Slept all the way once reached home.

    130710, fishing @ bugis again.
    Decided to go out meet Pork, and Derrick at bugis. Since they were fishing at bugis while i was home alone. Because the china people reached my house already so didnt wanna stay at home. Slacked awhile, spent a lil' on fishing too. Damn wasted. Took bus home after that. Went home and bitch with Jolyn'Baobei. Mood totally lifted up. Started watching another drama and finished within a day! Im pro. :)



    Wednesday, July 7, 2010

    Too fast to live, too young to die. @ 2:54 AM


    Body clock damn screwed. Im like sleeping super early in the morning and waking up at evening time or near midnight. Whats wrong with me? Omg, fuck my life. &Ps, what i really hate the most is people who always copy my style and what i want. Get a life dude, be yourself. Even if want copy, dont make until so obvious. Bitch. You should know who you are. If not, it should means that you're really stupid?

    4th to 5th July.
    Went sjb. Amazing much? Because some idiots keep ask me to go. And so i did. Didnt do much at there as expected. Just slacked. X' came down too. Cabbed go Bugis to meet Cymon, Derrick, Pork they all. Senghuat, with Clara, Botak and Jason. Others came down too. Played fishing as usual. Ha? Planned to go home but Marcus kor wanted us to ton and pei him so we stayed but he didnt show up. Clara they all went home, left the Usuals, Jason and Jiawei. So went Fusion play pool with Eddie. & I fell down!! Damn fuck. But it was funny. Played photohunt, stupid Jason keep make horny sound effects following the machine. Slacked, telling jokes and stories till its time to go home.

    Supposedly taking first bus home. But went to meet Serine, Poon and Botak at Volcano instead. Audi, and wait Serine come back from Chambers to go home together. Ate breakfast, cabbed home around 10 plus 11? Finally slept at home on my comfy bed after dont know how many fucking hours awake.

    &&, FUCKMYLIFE.
    My phone line just got cut off due to exploded phone bills for months. I need a job! I'll only be updating some friends with temp number. I still can receive calls and messages though if you wanna find me. :)



    Saturday, July 3, 2010

    I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun. @ 5:08 AM



    300610, Sentosa with Usuals.
    Didnt really sleep, prepared and went out to meet with the Usuals at Vivo. Thought it'd be happy like before but nah. My mood was totally bad & spoiled by alot of things. Yingren bought me Ben &Jerrys, that did cheer me up a little. And him chasing the buggy because he got off early. Funny and mood lifting. Hm didnt do much at sentosa. Washup and left, didnt eat at Wavehouse when i really wanted to. Because they wanted to go Bugis to play fishing. Got kinda addicted with it too! & After went lan to ton.


    The rest of the photos, uploaded to facebook as usual.



    Friday, July 2, 2010

    You told me its real but it seems like a dream to me. @ 11:26 PM


    270610, Ton with Ray & Nicky.
    Of many times that Ray asked me out, finally agreed once & ton at Jurong with him. Slacked and chatted about loads of things, learnt alot too. Nick played guitar and was really tired. Nick went back up to his house to sleep while Ray brought me to eat after all of my nonstop nagging of how hungry i was. Haha. Slacked until morning dont know what time. Ray sort of sent me home, thanks small boy. :)

    280610, Take pay & K's.
    Went meet Elysia at Vivo around 5plus go take our pay at Wavehouse. Fuckedup much. I'd have to go back again two weeks later to take another part of my pay. So troublesome. But forget it. Got money who dont want? After that we shared cab to go K's house while she went to go meet Eric. So hungry but didnt get food to eat went up to K's straight. I was tired, so slept. As usual, K' would sing songs for me. Tried to play the guitar for me but it was out of tune so gave up. Laughs and yes, i wont have any more chance to go up to K's anymore. At least not for now. I'll just have to keep all those memories in my heart and move on with my happy life. Took cab back from K's around 3plus? And bought double macspicy meal upsize to cheer myself up. :> Continue catching dramas. Totally screwed body clock.



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