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Tu vas me détruire. Life's no fairytale, bitches.

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#2 - K. Xoxo ' 130908.
It'll never be the same again.
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One that has been with me, through my hardest times.
#4 - Cuiwen'Darling & Joresar'Babe.
The girls that has always been there for me.
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#6 - Jolyn 宝贝 & AhQiang Brother.
Thanks for all the laughters, always be remembered.
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Always making me smile & helping me out.
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Reached home not even a hour yet. Went down to find Jonathan and Boon to take back my shoes then got dragged to Goldenmile by those stupid idiots. While walking find Botak and Apple. Saw Ahboy & Renny, dont know should be happy or sad. Fuck it, i was hoping i'll see him there, but at the same tiime was hoping that i didnt. Watched them play some number game with billard table and number balls + poker cards. Trying to cheer Apple up as he was losing and fedup. But mood got spoiled again partly by Jon but bigger part was Boy's appearance. Went super bonkers, couldnt take it anymore. Jon &Boon cab send me home around 3plus. Few nights without sleep,went super high. Argued with Peixun again.

I've decided that, i wanna continue studying. Hope wont change my mind anymore this time. But if i cant find a suitable normal school to go to, then i shall just start working my full time as planned.. I want to think more for my own future and stop fooling around already. :(

Wokeup and starting preparing to go out already. Haha, kept Peixun waiting for awhile outside. I took my own sweet time because he's such an idiot. Trained to Harbourfront, when buying ticket saw Shamira! She was the one selling, and it took me a minute of staring to realise that its her. I feel so bad! She was smiling to me so much, and i couldnt tell who was she; until i saw her name tag on her uniform. Headed to Wavehouse for dinner as planned after buying movie tix.

His ugly hair destroyed my photo, and made it look so yellowish. :( & Finally get to eat what i've been craving for so long! So happy. Hehe. Didnt take photo of the appetizer though, but it was yummy!

Dinner downstairs, chicken chop again! :P Cathay for our movie, Step up 3. Didnt watch it in 3d though. Awesomeshit, regret giving up dancing somehow after watching. Haha. Slacked and chatted. Parklane, thinking of playing pool. But when met J' &Co. already, got pulled to V4 instead and abandoned Peixun, sorry! The smell of alcohol totally turned me off. Felt damn depressed, tired, and sick. Caught a fever.

Fever subsided. Received a message saying that there's something left on the doorstep for me. And to my surprise, Peixun bought btk porridge and candies. How sweet. Thanks. I was quite touched though i didnt say anything. He left for work after that. Marcus'Kor asked me go out so i agreed because mood was damn low after reading the forum. Supposedly going join Jeslyn for Steven's birthday but changed mind and watched movie with the Usuals instead, Expendables. Chambers until morning. Aljunied to meet Pork then walked to Kallang. Back to Chambers, then Boonkeng, Geylang Barhu and back home. Super unlucky day, lost my cigarettes, something important to me, & my handphone, but found it all back in the end. But my ic is still not found until now. Sadly. Mm, thanks Alvin for buying ciggs for me, Jiawei, Clara and Botak for getting my stuffs back for me. Feels like as if im going to lose everything in my life.

Slept the whole day, and got wokeup by stupid forum's people calls looking for MarcusL. Asshole. If not i would be sleeping sweetly ignoring Jason's call too. But im not so bad la. Took like forever to get prepared and not to be lazy. Went down around 2am, walked over Geylang Barhu to join them fishing. As usual, we'll be slacking and chatting instead. I have talent to fish! Its quite fun. :) Went for prata breakfast at St.George. Supposedly going Cheehong's house but he want to sleep. So went up Jon's house instead while Jason and Alvin cabbed back. Forgot to take my shoes, how dumb and forgetful. :(

Came across your name, made me think alot about the past, 5 years ago. The time when i really started smoking and never stopped till now, the time when i was so crazy about my trips to Monstercue just to go peep at you play but always end up crying, and the time i fell deeply in love with stars and hated Friday the 13th much. Was innocent back then when i first met you, M' :) But now, not anymore.

Got there late, alot of unhappiness caused by me. Apologies for playing missing in action, for like almost whole of the chalet. Loads of people who came. Didnt felt awkward like how i always felt. But mood was really unstable. Took a trip to RL to revive my memories of M&J. It made me feel much better after.

Took two hours to reach home from chalet, fucking shit. Got home, & locked myself in the room. Was crying nonstop somehow. Had to get up at night to go for dinner with Sister and her boyfriend as she's leaving for Australia. She was so sick, and seeing how nice the way her boyfriend treated her.. Stressed me much. I even broke down and cried during dinner infront of so many people. My dad was so worried. :( After went airport to send her off, bought jellybeans and cheered up a little while eating.

17th August - All i could think of was food, food, food.

Pubor came find me. Went downstairs my house to have western. Im so in love with the chicken chop. Bused to Cathay supposedly watching movie. But i wasnt interested in the shows and was really tired. So thought of calling Jolyn asking her to join us and think of something else to do. So we slacked and waited doing nothing at all. Waited till a certain time, and piggybacked me all the way to Monstercue for pool and photohunt. Caught two keychains too. Thanks. :) Walked to Cine after and watched Curse of the deserted, turned out to be a love story in the end. Not that bad i guess? Swensens after for pie and quinche, because i was still feeling hungry. Slacked and waited until 6am for the midnight charge over and cabbed home. It didnt turn out as bad as i thought, thanks. I wont play too hard, promise.

Went meet Daryl and Joanna. Pork & Marcus'Kor joined us awhile later. Walked to the steamboat place. Waited for Marcus'H and Cymon daddy to come next. Ate a little. And Monstercue for pool. Decided to take nightrider instead of cab. Marc'H too, and we missed two bus! :( Chatted about some stuffs. Much thoughts in the bus but his smile totally cheered me up somehow. Make me think that there's nothing that i cannot solve just by making myself be happy. I'll try whatever it takes, to have the life that i want.

Bused to Dhoby ghaut to get some dinner. Walked few rounds and finally decided to get korean, my favourite. While P' got his Beef chilli cheese fries from Carl's junior. Monstercue to meet Eric, Enwei, Yt. Jolyn'Baobei suddenly appeared! Missed her much. Ended around 3am plus, wanted to catch a movie with Jolyn and her boyfriend. But we missed that last show. :( Drove to Eastcoast to slack at Carl's junior until 7am instead. Baobei's boyf dropped me and P' at Serangoon. P' sent me home by bus from there even when he's really tired, thanks uh. Guess you knew that i was really down at that time.

Cabbed to find Darryl and Peixun at monstercue, feeling so weak. Having headaches, lets just say, like almost everyday? Fucked up. Played a few rounds. Enwei, Eric they all was there too. After that Daryl and Peixun went to 7star for prata while i bused to Parklane and walked to Bugis find Clara &Co. Jon and Apple came over to fetch me. Walked to Fusion, played a few rounds of pool. Wawa joined us for supper at Senghuat and cab back after. Jon sent me back home.

Went bugis to meet the usuals. Daryl and Peixun was there too. Ate kwaychap with Marcus'Kor, and Jason. Arcade after dinner, halfway had to go back because mother called and kp me go back to burn incense paper. So Peixun sort of sent me back since he was about to go home. Jon &Boon came to find me to slack awhile. Cabbed back down to bugis to meet the Usuals, Clara &Co. Slacked at Fusion & Chambers. Cried in Derrick's shoulder, couldnt control it any longer. Thanks all for trying to cheer me up.

Jie's boyf came up for dinner. Havent had such heartwarming dinner for years. Lots of laughters and jokes. It was damn awesome. P' came for a chat downstairs. Talks about the past, about the present, about regrets, about life.. Everything's different, everything's changed. Just hoping for the better. Jon came a lil while too. I should really just stop running away from my problems now. Enough with staying quiet, and temper like volcano eruption. I need to let everything off, let everything go. Hafta chill a little. :\