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    Wednesday, April 28, 2010

    Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover. @ 11:40 PM
    Temporarily stopped working pisang shop. Working back for Raymond, moneymoneymoney! :D Last night, the Usuals fetched me from work and went to have frogleg porridge for supper! Imba-ness.\m/ Except for the fact that only me and Derrick dare to eat it. Thanks friends for trying to stop my moodswings. Cymon, Pork, Candy, Korkors, Clara, Botak, Cheehong & others. Candy's car too especially. Awesome friends are hard to find. (Y)

    Boyfriend sent me home today! ^^ Happy die. And he says he want to fetch me from work later, & the day after too. So sweet of him! He came goreng pisang shop to find me too when he's not feeling well, just to pass me the things for work. I love my superbaby boyfriend. The best yo! :> Thanks bby for tolerating with my fuckedup attitudes and challenging your patience. Hope things will get better uh from today. I'll meet you more often alright, understand now after you say just want spend time with me before you get enlisted. No worries uh bby. ♥ :-* !



    Monday, April 26, 2010

    我一直都爱著你难道这还不够 @ 6:28 PM
    Gone, everything's gone. Why do i feel that my heart is shattering into pieces? How i wish drinking, smoking, and crying my heart out could work right now, right at this very fucked moment. The heartache just wont stop somehow. I want to go high, i want to go crazy, i feel like dying. Thinking about much that i've endured and been through before. But now, its worse. She doesnt want me anymore, most probably already forgotten about everything in the past too? Regarded her as the best, one always there for me, but guess she doesnt have the same thinking as me bah. Moodswings, tears, anger, & loneliness, all the feelings im having right now is killing me. Can i just die and reincarnate as a newborn baby instead? I hate my life, hate myself, hate everything lahhh!



    Friday, April 23, 2010

    You'll see a side of love you've never known. @ 1:50 AM
    Want know something? ...
    Its me & xuange's fourth monthsary!

    Bet you guys have been thinking and betting that we would never last that long, am i right? ^^ But heh, i guess you're so wrong! Im still attached to my boyfriend, and loving him more than ever and you know why? Because he's way better than other guys who request their girlfriends to change so much so that they can be happy. Luckily, my boyfriend's not one of those, im happy and proud of it. Jealous? Then too bad, you cant have him. He's mine, :b Baby's treating me like gold and changing his attitude and temper decreasing our arguements and quarrels. We're both happily in love now & im glad i got together with you, hope you feel the same way too oh! ♥

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    I just want to let everyone know, that i've the cutest boyfriend ever. :>
    & Is leading the happiest time of my life.
    All thanks to my dearest babyluvz's superman boyfriend, and the friends that are around with me all the way.



    Tuesday, April 20, 2010

    I will follow the dream with you. @ 2:42 AM
    Things have been going pretty fine recently, everything changed. :> Happy days may come back? I feel cheerful again, my balance in life is back and is contented with almost everything in my life now already. Though bad memories and the past still stays, but there's more to come in the future. So, i wont stop walking ahead. Started working already, maybe going for second and third job soon yeah. For more extra cash! Yes, im working at a goreng pisang shop. Its fun, and i dont feel any shame at all. The people there are quite nice too. Though abit tough but worth the cash, haha. Awesome job! \m/


    Boyfriend's treating me so nice. ♥ Love how he's trying to make me happy now, and trying to give me more freedom. Thanks for all those effort that you're making. Though we get to meet each other lesser now but our love's growing more and stronger! I know you can feel it too baby, like how im feeling it. Lets work hard and save lots of money go places to play and have fun! You're my one & only alright. Promise of a lifetime it'll be. ™



    Saturday, April 10, 2010

    Say that everything's over, tell me im fine. @ 10:23 AM
    Havent been updating, so many things are going on recently. It blows up my mind. I'll be closing this blog really soon. Life isnt that fantastic to blog about anyways. Feeling so stress nowadays. But thanks to friends that are around me. Qiannie, Xiangs', Korkors', Darling, Daddy, and others that i never mentioned. For cheering me up and everything. Road trips and rounding around for quite few places. Like henderson wave that i have always wanted to go. S'Gardens chomp that i havent had for ages, and delicious prata. I havent been outside to different places for so long. Its been long since i laughed so happily eventhough i was mostly feeling down.

    Because of my playfulness. I made Boyfriend upset. :( Though regret but there's nothing that can be done to turn things back anymore right now, just hope that we'll be able to patch things up through time. Hm? :\



    Friday, April 2, 2010

    I know that there's no doubt. @ 2:54 AM

    Happy 100th's Day Babyluvz's. ♥
    Thanks for always being with me until now ~
    Giving in & all, and making me happy.
    I love youyouyou. Only you.
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    Wont be updating my blog still, because lazy & also have nothing to update about. :\
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