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    Tuesday, October 26, 2010

    All that could be done was stares from behind. @ 1:05 AM


    Just a short update without photos. Headache's killing me, feeling seh & emo suddenly. Going be away at chalet for the time being. Hope i'll be able to relax i guess. Will be back to update blog on Friday. :)

    221010, Dinner with parents.
    After much consideration of what to eat. Decided to go bugis for Ma maison instead of Greenwood fish market bistro, because it was too expensive. Ohwell. Still, another one down on my wishlist. :) Waited at the queue for quite long though. The escargots and smoked salmon was so freaking awesome i swear! Will definitely go back for it. But the main courses werent that good. Shall try others next time. No photos, sadly. & Wilson wanted meet to help me countdown my birthday, sweet. But i was too lazy!

    231010, Birthday.
    Yeyeh. I stayed home the whole day. So stop asking me how was my birthday already! Just didnt had the mood alright. In the end, Ahboy and Dj cheered me up lots! Thanks. Love you guys. :)

    241010, Movie with Clique.
    Went bugis around 11plus. Apple saw me, so went take a puff with him. He left for his movie after and i went down to meet the others. Senghuat as usual, and ate just a little. No appetite this few days, so miserable man! Headed to cathay for movie. Clique split into half. Watched Paranomal Activity 2, and the other half watched the facebook social network movie, which seemed so stupid to me. I was laughing throughout the whole movie, somewhat funny to me when its suppose to be horror. Mbox after.

    Edit/ - Reached home, and to my surprise. I saw a card folded in to a heart shape by my bed. It was from my brother. I actually cried really badly when i read it. He bought chocolates for me, eventhough i never liked chocolates la. But he was the only one who got me a present. Was really touched la! And he called me Er Jie for the very first time! Somehow grew a new love for my brother after that.

    251010, Dinner & Pool.
    Went to get payments transferred and last minute decided to meet Wilson for dinner. Halfway say he dont feel like eating! Asshole. :( So ended up going to Rochor for daohuay only. And my dinner was just a pathetic serving of mash potato from popeyes. Parted ways at dhoby, he went meet his friend while i walked over to Monstercue to meet Peixun, Christina and the baichi Eric! :D Played a few rounds only, couldnt concentrate at all. Head was spinning like fuck. Took the last train back and walked back home.



    Monday, October 18, 2010

    Nobody can rescue me, from this nightmare im having. @ 2:59 AM


    141010, Fishing @ 小桂林.
    Morning cabbed down to bugis. Bb and Alvin came up the cab after, & continued journey to Bb's house to get the fishing stuffs. Supposedly going to Pulau Ubin to fish but changed mind and cabbed to 小桂林 instead. Took photos, no luck on the fishes. Bb sent me home. Freaking tired, so we slept awhile.

    Other photos are uploaded on facebook as usual.

    151010, Sheesha with 宝贝& Ong.
    Bb left earlier to go bugis meet Clique while i waited for Jolyn and Ong to eat finish their supper. They came over to fetch me and we decided to go Haji lane for Sheesha instead of the Vogue event. K' was there, so wasted! :( Was super hungry so ordered the nuggets which cost like 8bucks! Played cards all the way until 3 am plus then headed to Eastcoast to play pool. It sucked so badly. Took forever to end a game when playing with Jolyn. The fried rice very nice! Got home around 6 plus in the morning.

    161010, Clique's movie night.
    Decided to go meet Clique for movie after quarrelling with Bb. Wanting to cheer him up a lil' but we still end up quarrelling again. Nice. I dont really want elaborate what happened at Parklane though. So we decided to go Senghuat eat as i was having gastric. I walked off after i finished my food somehow. Im really sorry, just hate that awkward silence. Took bus and went back home, hoping for the better. Sigh.



    Wednesday, October 13, 2010

    You might have seen what it means just to really be free. @ 10:55 PM


    Im back to update my dead blog before i forget everything again. Erk. Getting pretty lazy. Havent even started working yet. Fml. I dont even have plans for my birthday. Guess im gonna stay home, just like any other years of my life unlike last year because _____'s gone. :(

    Have been struggling alot lately. Hopefully things dont get messed up anymore, i dont wanna waste my life away just like that somehow. I still wanna go out and have all the fun that i can. And here goes the long post ahead. Wew. Oh, i fell really sick too for 3-4 days and lost alot of weight! No more diet! Hehe.


    06/071010 - Happy 1st & Mustafa.
    Couldnt sleep, watched HollandV until morning. Quarelled with Bb, so didnt felt like meeting him at all. Last minute to go meet him and Clique at bugis in the end. I bought food and kept it really long. Went Mustafa with Alvin, Grace and Bb to walk around. Cabbed over to Grace's place there to supposedly settle some stuffs ended up quarrelling with Bb again. Threw my rice out of anger. Walked off and hid myself. Talked it out in the end, and regretting not finishing my food first lur. Grace went home, and we decided to go Mustafa again. Went really hyper and crazy! Ate breakfast and headed back home.


    07/081010 - Zoo trip with Clique. ♥
    A little slow in preparing as was really tired. Rushed to bugis to meet Clique. Senghuat, wait for Alvin to reach and get on his cab with Bb. I was damn scared of monkeys i swear! :( They are so scary please. Ate kfc, B&J's for lunch. Alvin's treat. Back to bugis and Melvin's house to ton. Bb sent me home after.


    09/101010 - Clique's movie night.
    Suppose to meet Wilson to slack but decided to meet Clique for movie instead. I kind of lied to Bb, and said that i wasnt going just to give him a lil' surprise. He was so sad! Ha. Reign of Assassins, quite nice. Alterego after that, was feeling quite emotional if never remember wrongly. And back home?

    10/111010 - 13's and Mbox.
    Missing 13's really much somehow so asked them up to smoke and h2h together. & Again, last minute decided to go Mbox meet Bb and Clique instead of meeting Noah in the morning. Eeks. Sorry! :( Made sandwiches for fishing trip and cabbed down. Walked to Senghuat to eat with Bb. Slacked. Because not enough money to play lan. Morning trained back to Bb's supposedly taking fishing's stuff. But trip got cancelled. So tired, slept a little while and asked Daddy to fetch me go home.

    Love my dearest baobei, she's an awesome girl.

    12/131010 - Powerhouse & Supper.
    Quarelled with Bb again. When will this shit stop seriously? Hais. :\ Took bus and met J' halfway. Lucky bitch i was. Last bus. And when reached Ph, the queue was closed already! But the organiser let me be the last person to admit! Lucky bitch hur? :) Poor guy behind me. The music was so-so only though, maybe because we went in pretty late. Danced with Shiyunn and Joey. Apple was there too, but he bastard and left early. Saw many familiar faces too, its been so long! Like Ahqiang Bother! Nick, Josh, Isaiah they all were there too! They were damn scary la, when the last song was playing. Waited for Jolyn'Baobei, Jonathan and Poon to come over fetch me. Sent J' to Jalan besar first then Katong meet the others to eat bachormee supper, or breakfast to be exact. Jolyn and Jonathan had to go back first because red car plate! Fetched Poon's bro to school first and pickup his Sister's friend and then sent me back home. Quarelled with Bb again. Tired max but couldnt really sleep. My life's like shit recently. :(



    Sunday, October 3, 2010

    Everyday, everynight. I'll always be with you. @ 4:15 AM


    You told me, its different now, you've changed. Did things that touched me and want to give it one more try. But it just felt like being a replacement instead. Could this be the love and fate that you said we had?

    Maybe yes, maybe no. Maybe forever's over.

    Got so bored so decided to change twitter, and formspring background design.
    Credit to happymonster. And with a lil' editing from myself. :>


    1st October, Clique's movie night.
    Practically stoned to whole day finding people to go out with. And finally decided to join Clique at bugis for movie night. Reached really late, because wasnt feeling well. Headache, and vomited. :\ Slacked at Senghuat until 1 plus? Yh drove us, the girls, to Plaza Sing first while the others walked. I didnt have appetite for the whole day. Sad! Ohwell, i did eat B&J's that Alvin bought for me and of course corntos too during movie - The other guys. Not bad, quite funny. 4/5? Alterego after that and Macdonalds to chat with Mel, Grace and Clara. After chat a lil' too with Bb. Hopefully i'll keep in mind what you told me. Bought instant jap curry, oh my craves! Hehe. Melvin cabbed me back as it was on the way. Slept until 4plus i think. And finally ate my first meal in two days. Stone my whole saturday away. Feel so wasted. Erk. Going on a shopping spree soon! & Get an iphone for myself as a birthday gift. Gotta think of plans for my birthday, sucks big time. I hate planning and i've only celebrated my birthday once in my life? Sad!



    Friday, October 1, 2010

    Ohye' this one kiss one touch, I'll never stray. @ 11:33 PM


    Fuck my life, watermelon airheads no more already. Totally no appetite and no mood for anything today. The feeling's really sucky, dont know what happened at all. Maybe we're already home, maybe its not going to end. The unforgivable mistakes that marks the unforgettable love. Expected that things would end up this way, guess im suppose to be happy that it didnt turn out to be somewhat another?


    29th to 30th September.
    Nothing much to update actually. Just went rounding these two days with Bb, Yh and Melvin. Er, supposedly going bugis meet Clara &Co but didnt wanna end up feeling awkward so went Iluma to hide and wait for Bb instead. Saw Ziyang playing sf at arcade, so followed him to his shop slack and chat while he do closing. Bb reached bugis, and we walked to Little India for his dinner. Walk around Mustafa. Went Mos to meet Yh and Melvin, went some ulu place at Jurong shipyard. Fun disturbing the factory dogs there, they dare to chase car sia! Yh dropped us off at his house, walked to my house & change then went Melvin's house with Bb. Watched tv and slept. Left around 12plus i think. Home to rest. Bathed and prepared, ate dinner downstairs and went bugis. Met Botak and Clara, went Bigbird for Botak's dinner. Melvin reached too soon after. Waited for him to eat finish then went down arcade. Apple was there too! Senghuat to eat after. Yh came. So me, Bb and Melvin accompanied him to Changi to buy his mousetrap stuffs. Rounding again, went alot places! Mbox & back home.

    & For now. Preparing to go bugis for movie night with Bb, Clara &Co i think. Gah, im late again! Finally decided to go out today, but just have an urge to play pool instead. Sigh. Just dont wanna stay at home. But at the same time dont wanna spend until money. Feel like im gonna breakdown really soon. :\ I will update about later when i reach home tomorrow bah. Luvs. Hafta rush out now, its so late already. Ah.



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