#1 - Violet TwinnieBee ' 070807. Bestest friend, & the best memories.
#2 - K. Xoxo ' 130908. It'll never be the same again.
#3 - Cymon AwesomeDaddy ' 050609. One that has been with me, through my hardest times.
#4 - Cuiwen'Darling & Joresar'Babe. The girls that has always been there for me.
#5 - Nick Brother ' 1904008. Someone that i'll never ever forget.
#6 - Jolyn 宝贝 & AhQiang Brother. Thanks for all the laughters, always be remembered.
#7 - Pork'Kor & Derrick'Kor. Always making me smile & helping me out.
#8 - Xuange Superbaby ' 120908. The memories will always stay.
♥ Think its time to update my blog again now ba. Or else it will look so dead and all. Gahhh. Nothing much to update about anyways, hais. Im really tempted to buy alot nice pretty clothes. Because of stupid Baby la, shop shop shop. :( I want my prawning and night safari trip soon! Haha, havent been playing much nowadays. Cant wait for Baby's exam to be over. Happy. This month's really a bad month. Happening la. Want to take many photos with Baby yeahs. So that i can faster help him make new blogskin. Update my playlist finally too, happy Baby? You dont need listen to same songs all the time. Ahh, really nothing much to update lehs, pui. Im loving school like before now, studystudy! :) I must do very well in the EOYs, i dont care yo. -
A week more to 7th month with Baby already. So happy so happy so happy. Hahahahah. Thinking of presents and surprises for him now. Pui, hope we dont think of same things again! Tribalrose's coming soon too! Imma so highzxc. Have been looking through my old photos also. Gosh i've changed so much la, cant believe it lor. I miss all my old earholes i had last time too. My old so cool hair, and those scgs toilet days. How i wish time could turn back la, sighs. Sad la. I want to be how i am last time, innocent yo. But i didnt regret knowing Baby anyway. Love!
Haha i look so xmm & cute last time! (Bhb)*
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Confessions. @ 7:07 PM
Im fucking stress, im seriously damn fucked. I want to go out, i want to vent my all anger off. I want be myself, i want to slack, i want to smoke. I want do whatever i like to do, but i cannot. I hate studying, i hate school. Im blowing up soon. Like a bomb going to explode any moment now. I feel like crying, i really want to cry out loud. :( -
Words of frustrations and anger. Pfft. Arghhh !!!
These days, im finding it harder and harder. To communicate, and control my temper already. Most probably because i've been holding it back. For way to long that im bursting like a bomb. I seriously cannot take it anymore. Had enough. You want to know why i keep acting like this? You want to know why i cant stand it anymore? You want to know why i keep attitude you? You want to know why we're always fighthing? You want to know, i tell you why now. Not im showing my attitude or what i cant tahan. Cant tahan your fucking attitude towards me. Im not for you to vent your fucking anger on hor. I know i said i'll be there for you and all. So what? Does that mean you can treat me like rubbish?
I know you said you have exams, you need to study. You said that we could have dinner this week. Ha? You said you have to intense study, i already give in. You didnt tell me that you were having holiday too. You blamed me for being boxim when i dont know. You wouldnt even spare a fucking day to meet me. Im treated like a stupid fool keep wishfully thinking, That you would meet me for dinner at least for a day. But no, you didnt. You rather spend time play dota. And wouldnt even want to spare some time for me?! I hate you. You dont even treat me like your girlf. Whats fucking wrong with you? Is it my fault again? Do you even fucking bother to tell me you going out? Cant you even spare a fucking minute to sms me? DO YOU EVEN FUCKING THINK OF ME OR NOT?! I HAD ENOUGH ALREADY LAH, CHAOCHEEBYE. Im sorry that i always have to be the one okay? Im sorry for making so stress and being a burden! SORRY OKAY! HAPPY NOT?! WHAT THE FUCK!
Friday, August 21, 2009
Loneliness came knocking doors. @ 6:52 PM
Feeling so sick suddenly lurs, stomache. :( Headache, bodyache. Everywhere ache. Pfft. Imma trying to remember what i did this few days. So that i can put them all on the blog now. If not someone going to say i never update again. -
Sunday, 1608 Went to meet Baby at his house there for dinner. After eating went to ahneh lan to play comp. Play for two hours like that sent Baby home first. Took cab home after taking a few photos. (:
Monday, 1708 Went to find Violet twinnie to pei her. Cos she called. And said Kester was missing. Needed accompany.. So went twenty three to find her first and ate lunch. She needed to go Katong for her job interview. I also pei-ed her go there. Waited for her to be done. Then went back to twenty three to change clothes. Meet her father, and woodlands mart slacked awhile.
Wednesday, Thursday& Today Didnt do much this two days. Study and study! Fucking bored. Dont have anything to do at all lurs. Baby's busy studying and playing i guess? Hmm. I really really really feel like getting my tattoo. D: Today also never do anything. Not as planned bah. Wish happy birthday to you, Cheehoe. Anyways. Havent meet Baby since sunday, dont know why. We also havent been talking much, hais. Its okay. Maybe just me bah. Thinking about him too much. Hope he knows how much im missing him now. Feeling so alone this week, being all by myself. :\
& here are the photos taken ;
Just wanna vent it all out. @ 12:05 AM
Hais, dont know why. Nobody seems to understand. Sigh. Fucking stress this few days somehow. Depressed. :\ Have so many fucking things in my mind right now, fucked. If only i could just take out my brain and stop thinking lah. Dont understand how the brain works. If only, if only, if only. If only i can just control it and dont think of the sad things. And just remember the happy things lur. Stressedzxczxc. Why bad things always have to keep happening to me. I hate life, i hate life, i hate life. Life sucks, life sucks, suck! - I AM VERY PISSED OFF, & FUCKING STRESS. GAH. D:
Saturday, August 15, 2009
I hate mosquitoes ! @ 2:29 AM
Okay, i know i havent been posting. Thats because i havent been going out. So there's isnt really alot of things to blog about. But since Baby wants me to update, i will. :) Be honoured, its cause i love you okay!
Tuesday, 1108. Meet Baby, and Zhengzhi at monstercue. After walked to Long john for dinner, i watched. Waited for Cymon to meet us at there too. Then walked to Cathay for our movie, GI JOE. Okay lahs, its quite nice though. Worth it. Damn, was having gastric pain the whole night. -
& Think there's really no other things to blog already. So i'll just do the quiz thing Qing tagged me to do bahs. (:
A – AVAILABLE:Can i say, Yes? :X B - BIRTHDAY:23 october. C - CRUSHING ON: Your mother. D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:Green tea. E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Lala ~ F - FAVORITE SONG:All's nice lahs. G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:Bears. H - HOMETOWN:Singapore. I - IN LOVE WITH:BOO PEIXUN. ♥ J - JUGGLE:Your balls. K - KILLED SOMEONE:Wanna try me? L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:To Johor lors, zxc. M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:Strawberry! N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:Two. O - ONE WISH:Be with Baby for eternity. P - PERSON CALLED LAST:Baby. R - REASON TO SMILE:Cause im happy & loved. S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:I promise - Stacie Orrico. T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:Didnt really sleep lurs. U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN:Elmo, believe? V - VEGETABLE(S):Is good for my Baby. :D W - WORST HABIT:Misses Baby too much already. X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: None bahs, hur? Y – YOYOS ARE:Lame, stupid, and no life yo. Z - ZODIAC SIGN:Rooster, name: Cock.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Hooked pinkies, locked lips, saying i ♥ you forever. @ 12:24 AM
Lols, i dont get it why everyone have problems with blogger. While i still can upload photos on mine. Laughs so weird. Blogger loves me! :D But still thinking if want move to onsugar nots. It looks better and alot people are moving to there. Hmm.
Anyways, national day. Baby say want bring me watch fireworks. So he ate dinner with parents first then meet me at Boonkeng. Decided to go Marina square walk walk first then go there squeeze. Saw Jas sweetie while was on the way. :) Oh, and Joyce also. Then Baby was like why you see so many friends de, then i never. Haha, then i was like. "Cos i more popular than you whats." :B Then he keep shoot me back say cos his friends mature already. See fireworks only mahs, also nothing much de. Idiot sia he!! Waited and stoned for the stupid fireworks to come out. So dumb. And finally it bom-ed. Felt nicer having Baby next to me. Sobs. So touching! First time got people bring me go see fireworks lehs. After that went to meet Jolyn baobei, Qiang bestie and others. Walkwalkwalkwalk and finally reached Parklane, & played pool. Baby then sent me home, we talked & slacked until 3am plus.
Today, baby actually plan everything already. Ask me meet at 6. Because he and Zhengzhi go monstercue play pool first mahs. He dont want me to stone there alone so meet him abit later lors. In the end Katkat called me ask me why i not there. So laughs, Got ready and trained alone to monstercue to meet them. Tired. After that go plaza for dinner that time saw Kailing working. Followed to foodcourt to have their dinner, i didnt have appetite. Didnt watch a movie as planned cos Baby say today expansive. Actually suppose to go play lan after that de, but all change mind. So in the end Baby sent me home and we slack at stairs again. Baby gave me the ring that we bought, so sweet. I love you lots. Took alot of photos too, funny ones too. Haha laughs he's so cute. And stupid baby keep claim that we're married already. Loves.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Something you say. @ 1:05 AM
Went to school as normal, boring as usual. All i could think about was meeting Baby quick. Went home put down back, and get prepared. It was time to meet my dearest Baby. :D ! Trained to Dhoby to get the rings ordered. Watched Hangover as planned. Its funny yo! Not bad, quite worth it thought. Laughs. Met alot of SC people today. So weird lahs. Then eat Waraku Pasta for dinner at Heeren. Actually the food there not bad lurs, damn full. After its time to catch bearbear! As planned. Walked back to Plaza arcade, bigsweetland-ed. Spent forty bucks to finally get the jackpot! Thanks alot Baby, i love you so much! Muacks. After that Baby send me home as promised. We slacked at the staircase took alot of photos. & Can say im a really very happy girl now. :D - Just uploaded a few photos only, Going to upload the others when edited. So be patient alrights, lovelove Baby! & HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY. ♥
1) Ebi combo set & Buttered Clams. - I love the clams. (: 2) Baby's Pork cutlet pasta, & my Scallop mushroom soup pasta. 3) Baby's getting more and more ahbeng looking, tsktsk. D: 4) The Jackpot and the all the candies everything. So much la.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
6th Month Anni. ♥ @ 12:00 AM
Decided to make a video for Baby. & somehow our thoughts were same. And he did a video for me too! It proves theres really telepathy. (: Thanks Baby. Its really sweet. ♥ And i dont complain okay, eeediot la. Only remind you alright, lovelove! Took really long to make this video. So didnt have much time to do others. Kinda screwed my surprise plans. But nevermind, still have tomorrow.
Hope we will really have funfun. Dont want to end up moodless again. Must happyhappy okay my dear! Cos you know i lovelove you yeahs. Hope you like the video i made :D -
Piercings - Eyebrow, 
Keep you much longer. @ 12:21 AM
