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    Sunday, August 23, 2009

    Confessions. @ 7:07 PM


    Im fucking stress, im seriously damn fucked.
    I want to go out, i want to vent my all anger off.
    I want be myself, i want to slack, i want to smoke.
    I want do whatever i like to do, but i cannot.
    I hate studying, i hate school. Im blowing up soon.
    Like a bomb going to explode any moment now.
    I feel like crying, i really want to cry out loud. :(
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    Words of frustrations and anger. Pfft. Arghhh !!!

    These days, im finding it harder and harder.

    To communicate, and control my temper already.
    Most probably because i've been holding it back.
    For way to long that im bursting like a bomb.
    I seriously cannot take it anymore. Had enough.
    You want to know why i keep acting like this?
    You want to know why i cant stand it anymore?
    You want to know why i keep attitude you?
    You want to know why we're always fighthing?
    You want to know, i tell you why now.
    Not im showing my attitude or what i cant tahan.
    Cant tahan your fucking attitude towards me.
    Im not for you to vent your fucking anger on hor.
    I know i said i'll be there for you and all. So what?
    Does that mean you can treat me like rubbish?

    I know you said you have exams, you need to study.
    You said that we could have dinner this week. Ha?
    You said you have to intense study, i already give in.
    You didnt tell me that you were having holiday too.
    You blamed me for being boxim when i dont know.
    You wouldnt even spare a fucking day to meet me.
    Im treated like a stupid fool keep wishfully thinking,
    That you would meet me for dinner at least for a day.
    But no, you didnt. You rather spend time play dota.
    And wouldnt even want to spare some time for me?!
    I hate you. You dont even treat me like your girlf.
    Whats fucking wrong with you? Is it my fault again?
    Do you even fucking bother to tell me you going out?
    Cant you even spare a fucking minute to sms me?
    DO YOU EVEN FUCKING THINK OF ME OR NOT?!
    I HAD ENOUGH ALREADY LAH, CHAOCHEEBYE.
    Im sorry that i always have to be the one okay?
    Im sorry for making so stress and being a burden!
    SORRY OKAY! HAPPY NOT?! WHAT THE FUCK!



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