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#13's - Little Monster, 小七.

Tu vas me détruire. Life's no fairytale, bitches.

I can be nice & naughty
Even be the devils and angels too. ♥
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#1 - Violet TwinnieBee ' 070807.
Bestest friend, & the best memories.
#2 - K. Xoxo ' 130908.
It'll never be the same again.
#3 - Cymon AwesomeDaddy ' 050609.
One that has been with me, through my hardest times.
#4 - Cuiwen'Darling & Joresar'Babe.
The girls that has always been there for me.
#5 - Nick Brother ' 1904008.
Someone that i'll never ever forget.
#6 - Jolyn 宝贝 & AhQiang Brother.
Thanks for all the laughters, always be remembered.
#7 - Pork'Kor & Derrick'Kor.
Always making me smile & helping me out.
#8 - Xuange Superbaby ' 120908.
The memories will always stay.

Sweet Escapes

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Violet LZY & Cymon MSW


Grace Peh & Mak Cuiwen

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Billy Christina Gary Kaiyin Katty Kengyee Lynn Marcus Rachelle
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Genting, Tioman, Kuala Lumpur, Bintan, & Batam.

Blackboard & Stone grill. Peppery Western.
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Yokozuna, Modesto's, Al Forno, Oomphatico's. ★


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Reminiscing about past memories, those cute days, happy moments, and sweet thoughts. I have fallen in love once again. Not to someone new, but to those memories thats in my heart. <3

Spent my night Audi-ing, chatting with Xuange'Superbaby, watching Lapi Xiaoxin. Trying my best not to fall asleep. Wokeup, prepared and rushed off to meet Cymon'Daddy as he was there waiting already. Met Daddy at Vivo, went to walk around as nobody reached there yet. After B.o, Peixun, Zhengzhi reached and Darling's next. Quarrelled with Sis which totally spoiled my mood. Went change and start to suntan! Didnt play so there's nothing much to update about. Didnt take much photos that day either. Sadly. Then it was time to washup. And off we go back to Vivo.

Leonard and Vance came over to meet us too, for dinner. Subway for dinner. Couldnt finish. Just totally have no appetite at all. So forget it. Went to Sky park finish up the Sparkles that i bought. Oh and those bomb bags too. It was damn joke, seriously. Chat & slacked. Then it was time to go. All headed to the train. Darling went off first, followed by Leonard & Vance. Followed by B.o and Cymon. And me, i went to find Ahqiang Brother to slack and some h2h! Thanks Brother cheering me up and all. It really helped alot. Nothing beats a laughter when being moody and all. Smiles.

Around 5plus, some idiot called and said they just worked finish and was bored. So i decided to be a kind soul and went to find them to slack. Simply just to accompany their highness. The view there was really nice in the morning, calm and quiet water. The tranquility eased my mind full of misery and heartaches. &K, you were able to cheer me up eventhough you didnt know that i was moody. You were always there before, but not anymore. Really missed those times. But its gone. I cherised our memories, our friendship more than anything. The fate we had. But i guess now, it caused us to only be hi-bye friends. But its enough ba, you're just as fine. I love you, my friend. Thanks so much for that hug that totally cheered me up. ♥ At least for now, im smiling outside. (:

My blog feels dead, i know. Thats because i feel dead too. Sorry is all that i can say.

Hey guys, i know i promised to upload photos.

Im just too lazy to upload so many photos up here.

But manage to make it into a video. Enjoy k ! (:

If really want to see ALL the photos,

Just go to my facebook photo albums or Cuiwen's. ♥

Okay i shall just do a short post right now, & will edit tomorrow when my wireless is fixed. For now, i'll just be posting a word post. Photos will be uploaded soon. Is the first time im celebrating birthday. Deprived? I know. I cant believe it myself too. Laughs.

Special thanks to, Darling Cuiwen, Jojo babe, Cymon daddy, Gramm, French fries, Lionel, Jc, & Pork. Lastly AhguaPig too. For celebrating my day with me. (:

Other thanks to, Jolyn Baobei, Andre Baby Cousin, Tanwei Siaoeh, Vicky Cutiepie, Yenhua Lanjiao, Olivia, Vincevince, Michaela, Noah, Farhan Smoking partner, Junhao, Katkat Dajie, Huiying Boyflen & Kenneth! Also others who wished me on fb. Sorry if i missed out your name k!
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Supposedly meeting Harbour front at 10am to start an early day. But apparently Cymon'Daddy wokeup late so was just abit late. But somehow i was even more late as sumbodee wanted me to wait to go together. So reached there around noon time. Went subway to meet Darling & Daddy. Dabao-ed a sub. Daiso-ed for mat. Darling and daddy have many weird ideas i swear. Bought me a mask because i was coughing really badly. Though it looks horrible but thanks anyway. HAHA. Waited for Jojo to reach and off we go to Sentosa! Changed and really wanted to suntan but there wasnt any sun! Damn. Camwhored alot on that day. Had alot fun though i was feeling really well. Gramm gave face and came in the end too! Though he's really quiet but thanks anyway! Smile. (: Played a little volleyball. After that Lionel, Jc and Pork came soon after. It was then time to pack up & also do some washing up! Jojo helped me bun up my hair really nicely, love you babe! We all had the same hairstyle. Sumbodee said i looked pretty! Then it was time to go. As Frenchfries was waiting for us! Trained to Chinatown while Gramm had to go back home. Met Frenchfries :D and walked to the steamboat place for dinner! Didnt really had the appetite to eat much though. My throat was seriously hurting like fuck. Damn it. Sumbodee even peeled prawn for me to eat! Laughs after dinner, it was time to part. Time flies when we're having fun. ): So Frenchfries & Jc left first. Jojo & Pork next. Darling went home too.

Left me, Daddy and Ahgua left at Bukit Batok. While Lionel was going to Cck. Cabbed down to Ahjas chalet as Baby Cousin and Siaoeh kept ask me to go so i went thinking it will be fun. But its abit awkward staying there somehow. Saw some people! Hmm. Like Xuange, Josh Laoda, Alakia Didi, and Chongyong Hubby! Finally saw Hubby real life after so long man! I know you love my man voice dont you. Laughs. Anyways left because was feeling more and more bored. So went to find Fiona. But endup didnt talk much either. So we all decided to go Daddy's house ton until the morning where there's no extra charge. Cabbed home and had the rest that i really needed lots!

Feeling really sick, having flu, cough, sore throat, body aches, fever. Its a happy and sad day for me omg. I've even let somebody down, im really sorry! There's still a chance next time alright. (: Hope you understand the reason behind my decision. Its the best for now. Cheers. You'll be fine!

Photos will be upload either later in the day or when the wireless is finally fixed alright! Wait for it slowly! Be patient. And haha to my utmost surprise is that Dajiejie sneaked into the house like a burglar just now! I swear im damn shocked to see her at the door. Welcome back my sister! ♥

Days, weeks, month had passed. Sincerly want you be happy. But it just seems really unfair to me. Doesnt it? The longer time drags, the harder it gets to walk away from you. Way you make me feel, regrets after regrets. How im suppose to live life happier like this? I've let people who pinned high hopes on me down, not doing things that i said i could do. Again & again, though i changed so much, there's still something that remains the same. Like Ted said, i wouldnt give up easily. So why would i give up on something that i've always wanted it to be. When will i ever get the happiness i thought i've already gotten this past seven months? Maybe next year, maybe not having a chance at all. You once said, when i mature. Wonders. Stay happy & forget about me. I'll be alright at least on the outside, the pain i have to pull through with me. Hope everything you're doing came truly deep down from your heart. You know i'd always be here still, behind. As i now understand that im no longer the closest nor dearest to you anymore. Forever never existed. (:

Tuesday, for some reasons went find Dd, morning 3 plus. Without any second thoughts. Damn i feel tired but still slack with them. Left 6plus, thanks Dd accompany me until charge no more. ♥

Wednesday, went to find my dear Jiaojiao as planned to celebrate advance birthday and finally spare time to meet her. Asked Olivia out to join us too. Went Coro to eat my golden rooster! Yay. After that Yenhua Jiaojiao treat me to caramel frappe! & Took some unglam photos as always! It always had to be uglam when im with her. Gosh. But still love her much. Went to meet Jojo'Babe, Ion' Starbucks to slack & photobooth again! After went interview, waste of time. Met Cymon'Dad at Jcube. Slacked awhile, saw few friends too. Waited for Father to pick me & Jojo up at Cathay. Camwhored, dropped Jojo at katong. Ate my long awaited Astons for birthday dinner. Loves :D!

Today, Went toapayoh, met Lilin to take the pay first. Deposit & transferred to the others. Felt super rich & poor on the same day. Anyways, Darling need meet her dear boyfriend. Obviously im not so extra. So i went home. Not really feeling well either misses those days that you would force me to do the things i dont want to do, and of course forcing me drink plain water too. Ew. ):

Wokeup around eleven plus to wake Darling up! But she still took so slow to get prepared. Bad girl! She made me late. ): Daddy agreed to drive us to Auntie Flo's house to learn make cupcake and decorate! Upload photos when Auntie Flo sent it over alrights.


Cabbed over to Kuibeh's house. Because xCheehoe asked me in the morning. So i brought Darling along with me. Gave Kuibu few cupcakes & Ky said something that made me and Darling laughed at the same time! Dacheeho and Baolian'Jie was there too. Ate dinner there & slacked awhile cos Darling want meet Edmund & Junhao. Waited other come, headed to the place. Caught a prawn! Left 3plus to settle unfinished business. Exhausted mentally & physically seriously. Tsk.


Sunday, 181009
Got wokedup by Cymon Daddy's phone call, after i hung up, Darling's call next. I had only like six hours of pathetic sleep la. ): Father sent me to Hortpark meet Darling and Daddy. He got a slack job as MEESIAM CHEF! Work was quite tiring. Darling fell down too, sayang! Went to JurongE, for Macs. During journey & eating, pawnzxc! I swear dad, you suck. But i laughed my emo away! Thanks for the treat daddy! NEIGHNEIGHNEIGH. Ton-ed at Darling's house after that, sleepy!

Today, 191009
Chatted with Darling. Maid made burgers for us! :D And it was really tasty. Love Darling's house and dog. Darling had to meet L! So i went home instead. Met Qiannie awhile, puffs, some h2h, home sweet home. & I need some suggestions for birthday celebration! Help me pl0x sombodeee!

For one moment, im having alot of things in my mind. The next moment, i totally blanked out brain seems so dead somehow right now. Cant get anything inside at all. I dont know whats happening to me right now but its pissing me off and giving me alot of stress. Kailin, you're such a bitch.

Eversince after Darling's class chalet, i became so addicted to webcam fun! Especially with Gramm! Haha we're both so shy at first. Gramm met me for Yoshinoya dinner today cos i have been craving for it since dont know when already and he was being nice and agreed. Got tempted to buy sushi la but i shall save money. Bought mini melts to eat too! Which i never got to eat for so long. Walked to Macs which was oh so hard to find, gawd. Ate somemore, and went to take bus. Halfway darling ask want go kbox or not so i dragged Gramm go with me, he was so unwilling. Felt so bad omg. ): Sorry! In the end went find darling slack awhile that time kbox got cancelled cos her dad ask her go home. I felt more bad then! I dragged Gramm go for nothing. Gah. Anyways, feeling really tired like going to faint any moment right now. Think im exhausted from working and studying at the same time, damn stress and tiring man. Gramm's coming over to work with us on sunday! :D (Y) Happy! Seriously buaytahan already sia, feel like im going toh any moment now. So i think i better stop typing already and update more tomorrow alrights! :)

Okay, finally i started to type! Because i want to go out already. Scared later at night im too lazy to update blog again. Lols. Hm actually wedding dinner also nothing much post about bah. Just photos to post only. Xiaohan'Jie looked very pretty that day. I wish i had that happiness she was feeling at that time too. Saw this really cute boy too! Forgot got slot, could've ask darling go! :(

Cabbed down to Ion to meet Cuiwen'Darling for work. I was late again! Gah. And i cant help but to spend away my money too. I have to control la. Shit this! Me and Farhan' Smoking parnter is going to cut down & quit! Oh darling's quiting too! :) We all quit smoking together yo. Work, yesterday was at a press conference. Guess what, we saw Utt! And Carrie underwood. Utt's damn fucking cute ohman! I took photos with him. Didnt get the hug though. :( But it was okay! & the leftover food was woah nice. Haha its like thousand dollars over food cater, gawd. We went fareast shopping after that. Got my earholes back again! Bought same shoes with Darling too. Luv! 13th's court to meet Leonard & Xianda. Jokes, laughters, & loads more. Love die darling! :)

Okay here are some of the photos taken of this few days. Other photos will be uploaded on either facebook or wordpress alright? :) Loveloves to all yeah. Going to meet Gramm, darling, Leonard and Xianda later. Update a little more when i get back home alright. I miss donald duck. ):

Lols, somebody just dont know how to auto de. Damn fucking pissed off, and pekcek over someone. Sister also can be until like that. What the fuck is this? I dont give a damn about you anymore okay dont come to me if you have problems seriously. Im damn dulan now. Fuck off.
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English paper was fine yesterday, slacked around with Noah, Farhan & Aizat came over Tongseng too. After that didnt really feel like going home. So asked Jo if wanted to go out or not. I bought my leggings, finally. Met Jo at Ion, drank starbucks, caramel frappe. Finally after dont know how many months just because i had to save money as i promised someone! Love the original, unlike mac's de. Copybitch. Had loads of fun with Jo in photobooth moments! :) Went Cine to find stuff, and to meet Cuiwen'Darling with Kelvin. Bought drinks and rest at burger king, really tired! Photoboothed again laughs. Went outside to slack and hoohoo. Saw Boo, with his girlf with Zhengzhi & another girl. Hur? Then walked to Monstercue for a pool game. Darling was so ganjiong. So cute. Played a few games. Felt really awkward at that time for some reasons which i dont know what it is. Went hoohoo alone thinking about things. After that headed home early for tuition revision. Swear i could remember everything before i slept and was confident in myself! :(

But it didnt end up good at all. Just as predicted. I forgot everything when i went into the class la feeling so scared and nervous that i wouldnt get what i expected. Totally screwed it up. Honestly i could have done so much better. I knew everything that i should know but just couldnt manage the stress in exam rooms. Damn it, i lost my chance to prove something & shine. Anyways heck! Something got me really pissed after that but i shall not elaborate. Just alittle update before i get to work. Which i think i'll be late for. Hope i'll still have fun eventhough my feet are aching badly right now. Will update the photos and wedding when i get home from work & study alrights. Love :)

248, 23 eversince. Do you still remember? Did you feel the big difference in life like i did? Maybe not. Maybe you are happy now, maybe you don’t even care at all. Just cant seem to remember what i did this past few days. The impact that got me. Its bringing me more pain than ever somehow. I have no choice, but choose to keep it all at heart. I have to say. Goodbye love.

Saturday, 101009
Cab over cck find Johneh at 4am plus. He's being nice and paid for me. :D Ate big breakfast! And slacked around like idiots. Bought piekia to eat on the way home. Sleep! Met Cuiwen darling. But i was late as usual. Eversince i've realised that there's no need for me to be early anymore. Reached bugis met her, Leonard and Xianda, bought food and ate at Mac. We parted at mrt. I saw Girlf, xshawn :) Trained to Redhill and waited. Boss drove us to the angmoh's house party. The place like machiam clubbing like that cos of the songs & music blast quite loud. Really cool and fun that day, with our little secret too! Boss sent us back my house cos its nearby the office. So darling stayed over at my house. :) Decided to watch a dvd but we both felt tired so we slept!


Sunday, 111009
Darling tried really hard to wake me up. Its really funny. She keep pull my blanket man. ): Idiot. After that finally managed to wakeup. Went prepare to go for dinner! Decided to go Compass for Ajisen. Met Katkat. Next was Ahqiang'Brother. Followed by Leonard, Xianda and another friend. Ajisen was yummy! I pei darling to chalet. Ate a little, and played a little daidi too. Went home.

Monday, 121009
Had to wake some idiot up today. Think my body abit bth already everywhere aching like mad. If only someone can massage and rub for me! Went to meet Nick Bro today for movie. Sorority Row :) 4/5 stars. Curry teppanyaki for dinner again! I decided to head home early for once! Was really tired. Listening to the mp4 that Bro lent to me. Thanks :) Home and slept again. Wokeup at 11pm, feeling really hungry. Doubt can go back sleep later already. Damn everything in life. Seriously. D:

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The other chalet photos are still with Hafiz and not sent to me yet. So i'll update those hot photos again when i receive it alright. Loveloves! Im trying really hard to live the way i did before. Just not working for me honestly. I really need you back. Somehow. I honestly truly do, Moochiwoo. I didnt join the others for the Asian Kids video today. Was quite lazy. Have fun dudes! Asian Kids Ftw! (Y) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwxfnM3WzYo. Watch it, subscribe it! Im helping to advertise! Omg, i cant believe it. Dont say im not nice, or not good okay! Im supporting! :) Lovelove.