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    Thursday, October 22, 2009

    Things you said, running through my head. @ 8:52 PM
    If you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking,
    So why do you do this to me.
    You know how im feeling. Its you, i believe in.
    Baby, cant you see that i need you.
    I dont think you understand what you're doing to me.
    Every now and then i want to call you, Baby.
    I say a prayer that you'll come back to me.

    Days, weeks, month had passed. Sincerly want you be happy. But it just seems really unfair to me. Doesnt it? The longer time drags, the harder it gets to walk away from you. Way you make me feel, regrets after regrets. How im suppose to live life happier like this? I've let people who pinned high hopes on me down, not doing things that i said i could do. Again & again, though i changed so much, there's still something that remains the same. Like Ted said, i wouldnt give up easily. So why would i give up on something that i've always wanted it to be. When will i ever get the happiness i thought i've already gotten this past seven months? Maybe next year, maybe not having a chance at all. You once said, when i mature. Wonders. Stay happy & forget about me. I'll be alright at least on the outside, the pain i have to pull through with me. Hope everything you're doing came truly deep down from your heart. You know i'd always be here still, behind. As i now understand that im no longer the closest nor dearest to you anymore. Forever never existed. (:
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    Tuesday, for some reasons went find Dd, morning 3 plus. Without any second thoughts. Damn i feel tired but still slack with them. Left 6plus, thanks Dd accompany me until charge no more. ♥

    Wednesday, went to find my dear Jiaojiao as planned to celebrate advance birthday and finally spare time to meet her. Asked Olivia out to join us too. Went Coro to eat my golden rooster! Yay. After that Yenhua Jiaojiao treat me to caramel frappe! & Took some unglam photos as always! It always had to be uglam when im with her. Gosh. But still love her much. Went to meet Jojo'Babe, Ion' Starbucks to slack & photobooth again! After went interview, waste of time. Met Cymon'Dad at Jcube. Slacked awhile, saw few friends too. Waited for Father to pick me & Jojo up at Cathay. Camwhored, dropped Jojo at katong. Ate my long awaited Astons for birthday dinner. Loves :D!

    Today, Went toapayoh, met Lilin to take the pay first. Deposit & transferred to the others. Felt super rich & poor on the same day. Anyways, Darling need meet her dear boyfriend. Obviously im not so extra. So i went home. Not really feeling well either misses those days that you would force me to do the things i dont want to do, and of course forcing me drink plain water too. Ew. ):
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