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#13's - Little Monster, 小七.

Tu vas me détruire. Life's no fairytale, bitches.

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Even be the devils and angels too. ♥
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#1 - Violet TwinnieBee ' 070807.
Bestest friend, & the best memories.
#2 - K. Xoxo ' 130908.
It'll never be the same again.
#3 - Cymon AwesomeDaddy ' 050609.
One that has been with me, through my hardest times.
#4 - Cuiwen'Darling & Joresar'Babe.
The girls that has always been there for me.
#5 - Nick Brother ' 1904008.
Someone that i'll never ever forget.
#6 - Jolyn 宝贝 & AhQiang Brother.
Thanks for all the laughters, always be remembered.
#7 - Pork'Kor & Derrick'Kor.
Always making me smile & helping me out.
#8 - Xuange Superbaby ' 120908.
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Yesterday, Darryl's. But i was late. Im sorry guys! Ha, stupid Darryl psycho me not to go work but go his house eat instead. Double pay fly! But its okay. Never regretted anyways. We watched the tsunami show, and laughed much. Played 99, and i never lost even one round at all. Ha my luck's really good in games somehow. Tried the coffee liquor, sweet. Sorry didnt really joined in the others. Helped brbp, tag fp. Pei Superbaby audi until around 6plus in the morning. & Lied down a little while and cabbed home. Thanks Darryl for talking with me too, smiles. It helped.

Overslept, and was late for work. Really felt like quitting because i cant manage my time properly. But i changed my mind after tonight. I really felt the bond. Started working at snack bar! Even have a new family; Zul, father. Mira, godmother. And lastly, Zarool my grandfather. Haha. While waiting for Kuangfa, we went in to the hall that was showing New Moon! & We watched it for free. Shiok! But we're going for the full movie another day. Eventhough the ending sucked. Slacked with Mira, Zarool and Iskandar until Evelyn came at 4am? To accompany Kuangfa. And we all cabbed home together. Really felt like a family tonight. Its not as bad as i thought working at Engwah. I love it there now. Though there was some things mentioned while we were playing Truth, love life questions, why im still wearing the ring, but its okay. I still love you guys! ;mua. :D

Just a short update, today pawns. \m/, I miss those times that makes me laugh really out loud. :D

Went to Hougang Mall to meet Daddy. Walking halfway, Kel called and ask me to wait for him when he was suppose to meet Daddy first but nevermind we went together anyways. Daddy collected his vodka by then already. And waited at blackout, went in wanted to buy stud. But changed mind and bought the nail polish instead. Bought like five bottles, coolios. Finally went to long awaited 684 eat my dearest fried rice. It totally rock socks man. Love it. Eventhough it doesnt taste as nice as the first time i ate it when i ran away from home. But who cares. It has all the memories in it. & Talked about all those past times together. Slacked at some void deck, cute vending machine and all. :b Ha. Painted Daddy's nails and mine too. Took some photos and took bus home. All photos are uploaded on facebook as usual. Lastly, ily & imy Superbaby ttm. ♥ ;mua.

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Just keep make wrong decisions. I had enough, but how am i suppose to end the torture? Feeling sick and tired. Dont know how differentiate truth from the lies. Dont want to believe in anything, anymore. For very last time im going to be that fool who believes everything. Last time, no more.

This is going to be the last time im going to ton for now bahs. Body cant really take it anymore. Really tired. And im just sick of being used too. Im not going to blog about Daddy's house party. I felt so tired. Heart hurts so much i just dont know how to explain. Im going to give up on every feelings i have right now, im sorry. Its too much for me, i dont know how to handle it anymore. Maybe im wrong all this while, no more torture please. Goodness sake, i just want to cry. Fuck. ):

Was finally sleeping so soundly in the morning. Got woke up by Mifeng's call. Stupid lah. Should have just let that idiot stone outside instead. Bathed, prepared and went down Sembawang find the others. The party's really boring. But the people there was awesome. :b Nice! They somehow just reminds me of Noah, that clique. Misses those times after school already, sighs. I want to go jamming again. Love the sounds. After that headed to Daddy house to ton once again. Unagi. (Y) Went for breakfast, or lunch to be exact. Trained to Angmokio and bus-ed home. Slept in bus! :D

Felt really emo at some weird timings. I seriously dont know whats going wrong with me. I just need a break man. I want buy mp3 for myself. Stress. Pay day faster come please! Malaysia trip is cancelled too, so i guess there's nothing much to spend on anymore? But still feel broke now. ): I shall be a good kid and stop tonning after today. Later going celebrate Zhengzhi's birthday. Was going for steamboat but changed mind to go my workplace watch a movie instead. Anyway, here is to you Zz, Happy advanced birthday! Knuckles* :] Photos update later k, ciaos for now!

Lots of sad things right now. Whats wrong with this stupid world. Why does it have to be like this all the time? Feel so stress recently. Things just have to crash together. Totally moodless today. Shall not waste my time elaborate. So here's just a short overdued update and photos. Enjoy.

13 november, worked with Darling. Felt so ganjiong! Fetch two idiots to their destination and talked in car! Favourite zhuzhatang for supper. & I still cant forget about that cute malay la!

14 november, find Daddy & Darryl @ Chinatown after work for steamboat. Jc, Peixun, Chris & Pzz went. Cube to persuade Billy. Monstercue, played a little pool, took photos. Metup with Pork & Zuki for drinking session. Bought udon and unagi again! Pizza after we wokeup. Took leave! :b

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Feeling so moody today, thinking about lots of things again without any change. Thinking of more & more things somehow. Head's going to burst any moment. Messaging this special someone during. I really want to go crazy already. Remembering all those pasts, and memories once again. Wish you are still here with me, friend. Missed you, your comforts, jokes, & sweet talks too la. ):

Okay, so lets update. Working is a nightmare, i feel so tired and lazy. Simply just feel like quiting la. I just dont have the commitment to do anything seriously. Study was like that now work also same. Dont know whats wrong with me. Tired die me. Daddy &Heart came over my workplace to look for me. Headed to my house, went up to shower everything first while Daddy cut hair downstairs. Lols, then it was my turn next! It didnt turn out well, but forget it. After cab down to Clarkquay to meet Billy and others. Saw Junyan, and that korkor. Saw Jolyn & Brother too. Walked to Zirca after that. Saw Malcolm and Jerry. Lots of other people too. Yenhua &Co. was there with the barker boys. Danced, music, party. It has been long since i went clubbing. Three hours on the dance floor nonstop on heels was a killer. Daddy and Heart was so dead and refuses to dance with me. Meanies. Party extended, \m/. After that went for Macs breakfast and cabbed home. Totally lay dead on bed. Happy birthday Jolyn Baobei & Jerry Teddybear lah!

Now i realised, some friends are seriously not worth making. I dont seem to trust anyone now. It is like they are your friends just to make use of you only. Why does it always have to be this way and not another? It made me realised lots of things today, learnt a lesson too. Sometimes should just not to be too good to anyone or too close. Always be taken for granted and thrown away. D:

We had our fun, can we continue our story? Because im sick of waiting and i need you badly.

Think it's time we should come back home, back to each other. ♥

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Life's getting boring. Without you, i feel so empty. I cant forget, the awful truth.

That im better off with you compared than to anyone else. ♥

Saturday, around midnight that time Darling wanted eat prata, so she came over with Leonard. Xianda too. So went to find them awhile to slack. (:

Sunday, planned to watch Paranomal Activity. But end up all say no money. So all decided to go cube instead. Cubed for one hour. Went to have dinner, Kfc. After accompanied Ryan, to take his mc. Waited really long, Daddy's ipod saved me. Headed to Daddy's house next to ton and drink? Shop & saved. Joke, i love the unagi man. Ate udon for supper! Fion went home. Eventhough was really tired but cant sleep, all Billy's fault! Slept a little, left for work. Damn those cabs. ):

Today, chionged go to work because going late already. But managed to be on time. This week, i will be doing ticketing only. Surprisingly can memorise all the stuffs. Coolios, imma prozxc. Haha, work wasnt so bad though boring cos there ulu. Saw Lorraine too, wonderful. Felt so embarassed can. Nevermind & Darling's grounded so she cant work. Im going to be so lonely la, terrible. Hate this shits, suay ttm recently seriously. Hopefully i can make friends over there ba?

I know you'll be shock to see this post. :)

We're* here to help you post la.

You've been complaining that you're lazy.

& Just want to cheer you up, Baby.

I know times are hard for you right now.

Don't be down. Im still here, my Girl.

Hope you'll really have fun today okay!

Go have all the fun you want before work.

I want to see a change in your smiles.

No more fakefake alright my dear. Loves.

You'll always be our, Baby. Smiles la k!