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    Saturday, December 5, 2009

    Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave. @ 4:20 AM
    Thanks for letting me free, finally.
    Im happy being who i am, without restrictions, without being under control. Im glad, im once again free. Appreciated your effort in all, really do. Thanks a million, it really meant alot to me. :)

    Thursday, went down safra with BabyCous. Met Xuange, Elgin, Hubby, Deric, Priscilla, Jane & Bao. Pooled. Slacked, dinner, Gin's house. Amk celebrate someone's birthday. Then ton at lan.

    Not in the best of mood this two days, bad things just keep accumulating. Last night was like hell. It was like one thing after another making me upset, till i had to urge to use every strength that i had. Terrible, confused, and broken. Sleeping at lan isnt a very good choice, my back is aching so badly right now. Work next. Baby Cousin, Hubby and Co. came over for movie. Darryl came over too and shocked me badly. How i wish it was him. Darryl and Eugene waited for me finish work. So did Baby Cousin, Hubby and Co. at the arcade. Wanted my donald duck, was giving up after a few tries. But Darryl shocked me again, went change more money just to catch the donald duck for me. Didnt catch until, but its okay. Thanks Darryl for cheering me up. Slacked. Went back to arcade meet Yang and back to work place wait Zul, Milo, & Shamira. Ate donuts! And bused back home with Zul & Milo. Thanks Milo for that shoulder, it cheered me up loads. And waking me up in the bus too! Smiles. Hope Zul's alright too and dont fall sick! Hm, thats about it i guess? Haha.
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    Special Thanks, ♥
    Somehow, just really want thank some special people in my life. How i looked past them and all. I do appreciate every help that was given in. Love you guys. Honestly do. Im glad i have friends. :)

    First, its obviously Violet Lim Zi Yan. Though she cant see this. But i truly do miss her loads and lots and is grateful to whatever she had done for me before. She's the most important one in my life before, and still is now. Regretted replacing her with someone else. But not anymore. Girl i love you & forever will. Those memories are forever etched in my heart. Always. Come out soon. It has been 2years 4months and couting my baby. I'll be here waiting for you no matter what!

    2) Cymon Mah Shi Wen, Daddy. \m/ Though we've only been close recently. But somehow, i just seem to tell you stuffs first. Confide in you and everything. Thanks for always comforting me and holding up with my nonsense. Saying things that i wouldnt even mean, or do. Making it annoying when i keep repeating myself. Sorry yeah. I love you dad, the bestest awesumest! :b Thanks for those macdonald treats too. Also making me fall in love with beef jerky & unagi luhs!

    3) Mak Cuiwen, Darling. Same as daddy. Though we've not been close for really long yet. But we have bonded really well somehow in the weirdest way. And also by working together and all. Ha, though we've not been meeting often anymore because Leonard! But its okay. I understand, my Darling. Shared many secrets and thoughts together. Love you always too.

    4) Joresar Poh Xin Ping, Babe. Thanks for giving me advices and all. Love those starbucks time that we had. Girls are not so easily bullied. I learnt that lesson. Im going to be strong, live on.

    5) Jolyn Baobei & Ahqiang Brother. This sweet little couple is always making me smile without any fail. Thanks la! For always being there for me too. Lovely! Really hope you guys will last long long long long till forever and marry. I'll be the bridesmaid and makeup artist! Loveloves.

    To that very last special someone, what you've did all this while. Its not that cannot see, not that i dont give a fucking damn. I know, i know everything. Ignorance is the best solution. Hopefully, i have made the right choice this time. Dont want things to get more ugly and more difficult for us. Hate me all you want for making me do all this which i really didnt want to. But im left with none other than this decision i have made right now. This is the end of all of it, hopefully. Cheers. :) <3

    Ahboy, Jerry, Tw, Xuange, Andre, Chongyong, Katty, Darryl. Sorry if missed out names.
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