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    Sunday, January 31, 2010

    Nightmares, drugs & puffs. @ 11:58 PM
    Dont really want update, feeling quite lazy and moody. But i'll just do a short update about outing trip to Pulau ubin with Baby, Elgin, Elysia, Eric, Deric, Poon, Renee, Josh, and Tw; (SiaoPehKias). It was quite tiring, many steep slopes. But overall was quite fun. The view by the sea. Refreshing and peaceful. Loved the tranquility. I would go back there again eventhough its exhausting. (: Im in love with the place. BUT im more in love with my dearest babyluvz's Koh Xuange. Rah, you're mine! Tonned at lan after, dinner at Baby's place and back home. :3



    Mark my words, my love for you. @ 11:16 PM
    Happy 17th Birthday, Violet Twinnie Baby! :3


    Although we're not able to be together right now, im still thinking about you, im still missing you. Reminiscing about the amazing, awesome and fun times that we once had. The times in school, and Ncc. The times that i used to go your house everyday after school, our love for sashimi sushi. The times that we went cycling with them. The times that we had at the childcare. The times that we were running away. The telepathy that we had, the secrets that we shared. I miss it all. Really wish that you'll change to be better after you're out. Loveloves. ♥



    Tuesday, January 26, 2010

    Happy 1st, Babyluvz's. ♥ @ 5:06 AM

    Havent been posting lately cos wasnt home much. First of all, happy 1st - baby, again. I love you. (: I wished, i prayed, did whatever i can, because i just want you to be happy. I like your smiles, like the way you hug me from the back and whisper into my ear saying that you love me, like the way you hold my hands tightly making me feel you'll never let go, like those kisses that would make me go shy. Like every single little thing about you.
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    Thursday 2101, went to fetch Cymon daddy and Pork from Kallang and went Peninsula to see tattoo shop which wasnt of daddy's liking so changed mind to do at Simei instead. This two idiots refuses to let me shop for my clothes at Bugis first. Assholes. Tattoo done, dinner and home. (:

    Friday 2201, suppose to go shopping with Cymon. But went out with parents instead. Dinner at bugis and bought baby a shirt so didnt have much time to shop for mine, after went Sjb pei baby awhile. & Went home.

    Saturday 2301, went to baby's to meet him. Jurong Point planning to eat Jap but queue was too long, so went Bakerzin eat instead. Slacked around waiting for movie start. Daybreaker, not bad. Night over at Baby's. ♥

    Sunday/Monday 24-2501, slept until 10pm. Went down sjb. Tag hearts all the way until 4pm and nap awhile. Lp-ed. Thinking back, im good at solo tagging. Laughs, im pro okay! Tagging four accounts, two hands & one person. \m/ Got chased home, sorry baby for making you worry for me and making you angry.

    Dont even feel like going out this few days anymore, feeling so broke and moody. I shall go start work soon. :\



    Wednesday, January 20, 2010

    But either way baby, im going to be gone. @ 10:52 PM
    God, i havent been updating since really long ago. I cant even fucking remember anything that had happened. But i'll try my best recalling. :) Hoho, guess i can say i feeling a lil' better now?

    Saturday 1601, went find the usuals for Yang's birthday bbq. I wanted accompany ahB. Snow sprayed Yang, all ganging on him. Cake smashing after. A little fire crackers. Fun and laughters. But made ahB pissed once again. Couldnt think clear at all, fainted suddenly. Million apologies for making you all worry, im alright! Hospitals are still so scary to me, so is the fucking ambulance. Though i really felt that i was going to die like that.

    Sunday to Monday 17/1801, was resting alot at home. Still feeling weak and everything as i was still suppose to be in hospital but wanted to discharge so badly, they let me go off. Phew. Continued watching my drama, You're beautiful. Nice. Cried lots too. Its just so cute la! Touching okay! Love it ttm.

    Tuesday 1901, went sjb together with baby as he needed to go work. Accompanied him ton too as was too stupid and left my wallet at lan ended up cabbing home and back to lan costing me 14 bucks for not going anywhere at all. Dumbshit. Watched drama, slept, played a little, ate & home. Hope ElginNJT, faveboy's feeling better now. Cheerup alrights, dont be sad. Friends are around! Dont ever forget that alright. :)

    & Lastly to Xuange boyfriend, i do hope talking things out would minimize our arguements. It will be abit better i guess, though i still dont like the feeling of everything, lacking of confidence and feeling useless. But i really hope things turns out fine for us bah. Hooked pinkies. I trust you, i love you. And i hope you do too. ♥



    Friday, January 15, 2010

    Summer dreams ripped at the seams. @ 10:14 AM

    Decisions made, hopefully i know exactly what im doing. I realised how much changes i made in myself through time. To think of it, some so heart breaking and some made me quite happy with myself. Grown more matured hm? Beginning to understand why certain things have to happen. :>



    Monday, January 11, 2010

    Need a little good luck to get me by. @ 1:22 AM
    No matter how much i feel like crying now, i will stop the tears from dropping down. I guess, its just not going to work out much for me just like how it didnt before, regardless on efforts made.

    Thursday, went Sjb. Baby came down soon after. Slacked around with the others and cab to Suntec for our movie plan. Watched Alvin and the chipmunks, really cute. (: Loved it. Went Baby's house to drink soup and went home after that. Im so in love with Baby, fuckfuck. ♥

    Friday, didnt go school. Baby's house, ate maggie. Went down Sjb. Cant really remember on the details. Went back to lan to accompany Jane ton, thats all bah i guess.

    Saturday/Today, dont want elaborate much. How i'd wish could slap myself hard, like seriously. Went Baby's house for dinner and stayover as promised to accompany him for weekends. Slept and cab down Sjb. Should really stop spending so much money. Dota-ed with Baby, & cab home.



    Thursday, January 7, 2010

    Happy 29th's, my dearest twinnie. @ 12:19 AM
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    It has been pretty long eversince i saw her. I miss her, really do. Im still dreaming that we would actually go back in time, and be as close as how we once were before. Telepathy & memories. :\

    Happy 29th Month, my dearest Twinnie Bee. I love you, xoxo.

    Monday 0401, its first day of school. Was quite early compared to last year, dismissed early. So walked around with classmates. Cab to Sjb and accompanied ahB until he off work & home after.

    Tuesday 0501, i wanted go Cymon Daddy's house sleep. But went get my contacts, and headed to polyclinic instead. Fucking wasted time because didnt get an mc. Went return uniform. Mp3 in plastic bag, FML. Fareast, Zz met us. Lunch @ Graffiti and home. Swear it was a very tiring day.



    Wednesday, January 6, 2010

    Love, till your heart was breaking. @ 11:31 PM

    & As for today, i went school quite late and didnt get scolded. Took photos with Cherry in class! Practically everything was boring, felt really sleepy and tired. Zhuzhatang for dinner. I love ahB! Hope our date tomorrow will go well, spending some alone time with you. Miss die you already. ♥



    Monday, January 4, 2010

    A new year, a new beginning, a new love. @ 1:48 AM

    Talked it out, guess we're alright now. No more quarrels.
    Its terrible how we could argue so much recently.
    No more attitude from me alright, i promised.
    Thanks a million to those who helped, especially Deric.

    Edited / -
    Awesome dinner with Kaiqian & Becky, @ Greenwood Fish Market Bistro. ♥
    Yummy, which also burnt a fucking big hole into my wallet. Fuck it, damn expensive.
    School's reopening and im going back school to study already. Amazed much? :b



    Saturday, January 2, 2010

    Ma Timi Lai Maya Garchhu. ♥ @ 8:32 PM
    I realised i havent been updating. Lets just say there's nothing thats worth to be blogged at all la. Went bugis with Cymon daddy to ask about the school stuffs. Went tongseng to eat chicken rice! Shopped around bugis street. Went simei, get outlines done. Went AhB's house to sleepover and pei him as promised, as i had to work for countdown and couldnt accompany him. I love you. (:

    Countdown, worked with Cymon Daddy, Joresar Babe, Zuki at Mana mana. Made friends with two idiots called Kevin and Walter. :b Made X, and Co. came down for nothing, felt very guilty. And needed some alone time somehow, im sorry guys. Went home after from bedok.

    Didnt manage to sleep well, and decided to work at Mana mana again. With just Jojo babe and Zuki this time. Felt really stone like seriously. Dont know whats wrong with me. Went tampines and met Walter for midnight movie, Vampire assistant. It was rather stupid and dumb actually, but okay la. After watched them eat prata, chatted and went back home around six plus. Damn tired.

    Dearest Joresar Babe,
    I really do hope you're alright. Things have to happen sometimes. I tried everything i could to help you out, accompany you and talk to you, hope it'll make you feel better alright. Be happy okay. ♥
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