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#13's - Little Monster, 小七.

Tu vas me détruire. Life's no fairytale, bitches.

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#1 - Violet TwinnieBee ' 070807.
Bestest friend, & the best memories.
#2 - K. Xoxo ' 130908.
It'll never be the same again.
#3 - Cymon AwesomeDaddy ' 050609.
One that has been with me, through my hardest times.
#4 - Cuiwen'Darling & Joresar'Babe.
The girls that has always been there for me.
#5 - Nick Brother ' 1904008.
Someone that i'll never ever forget.
#6 - Jolyn 宝贝 & AhQiang Brother.
Thanks for all the laughters, always be remembered.
#7 - Pork'Kor & Derrick'Kor.
Always making me smile & helping me out.
#8 - Xuange Superbaby ' 120908.
The memories will always stay.

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Hm. Dont know what happened to me again, but thanks bby anyways; for taking such good care of me when im not feeling well and sorry for making you worry. Im alright now, all thanks to you Bby. (: All i could think of is that i didnt want to lose you, others i totally forget already ohmygod. Really dont know what happened at all. Head aches everytime i try to recall. I love you bby, thanks again! Went home and rest. Im going to start work soon too i guess. Commitment! And i'll have lesser and lesser time to spend with Bby. We'll both jiayou earn money right? (: One thing's for sure, i'll wait for you, dont worry alright! & I can takecare of myself la, silly boy. ♥

# / - Hooked promise, sealed with a kiss. (K)

Going meet baby really soon. Hopefully everything will go out well. Happy 2nd month anniversary! Loveloves. Throw away every unhappiness that we have in each other and start afresh again. Movie and dinner later on. I lovelovelove die my God bby! Will be editing the others about today when im home, today will be a happy day. (:

祈禱今夜天空星星不熄滅 在心裡約定陪你到永遠

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Alot bad things just keeps happening non stop. Life just have to be so unlucky, so unfair. Why is it? Even all the songs i listen have old memories of everything. Good and bad, moments of me growing up and everything. Understood many things after all that i have been through. All i can do is just to depend on myself and nobody else, cant rely on others to solve my problems either. Faking a smile seems to be a habit for me already. But still, lifes goes on and keeps moving. I can stop, but the world and time cant stop. For now, maybe i just have to be more open to things so i can prevent falling back into depression. Some moral support is just all i need i guess. :\

除夕, reunion dinner at home. Didnt really had appetite at all. Went find Baby & Co. Everything's quite expected. Argued as usual. I just hope things would just change just a little somehow. :\

初一, which is also Valentine's day. Went Grandfather's house to bainian first, watched tv. After we headed down Mother side relative's house. Quite tired, slept a little waiting for B's message. Didnt get to meet him. So i went up to Kuibeh's instead. Spending our lonely valentine's together. Laughs. Gambled, which cheer things up a little too. Won and split with Joyce. (: Andy lost! Gary, Weiwei and Yannick came visit awhile. Block 2 fitness, morning exercises, pushup pokers, \m/ It was an awesome night though i missed him.

Percy jackson's with B. Josh was behind us! I left after show. Hopefully things have patched up for me and B. :\ I really dont want, and cant take another arguement anymore. Good luck to us. ♥

Ohwell. I found out something too. Made me think alot about. I'd say, its excruciating painful just to think about it.

Firstly, im going to dedicate someone special in this post. (Being forced) Just kidding. :> To dearest Qiannie, Lim Kaiqian; for cheering me up and chatting with me until i fall asleep when i feel down. I appreciate it alright. Im still sorry for leaving you guys & saying that we wont be as close anymore. Dont want it to be that way either, thousand apologies alright! Im sad too that we've drifted. But its a fact, and we just cant change. But still, thanks pipiw! ~ You're the "best". Laughs! Haha, dont sad okay. I still love you the same oh.

Today, decided to go find Kuibeh & Co. instead of Sunday as they will be going out on that day and wont be back early. Supposedly going to surprise them, but ohwell it got screwed up because of me! Was kinda late though. Went east coast to find them as they going there for dinner. Quite different from before. Only me and Joyce, and of course their sons. Went back their house after and slacked. Waited for Kuibeh, Kuibu come back. Chat with Kuibu, plan to gather all the people back to have steamboat dinner together one day, a little reunion. (:

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xoxo.

Lovedie Xuange ♥

Ohwell. Parents found out about my tattoo, just when i really wanted to be good. Why must things always have to end up like this? I even went back to smoking when i really wanted to quit. Much like hell? Whatdhefuck.

Bad luck? Many bad things have been happening around recently, again. But i know i'll still stay as strong as before. Im called Kailin for a reason; Khoo Kailin. The happy-go-lucky strong girl. (:

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Quite easily angered this few days, but the same as before, im going to hide it all inside. Maybe cos i decided to quit smoking, and did i guess? I dont know if i can control myself. But for sure i know, i'll try my very best.

Have been thinking alot recently. Like what friends said, what happened to the innocent me i've used to be? What happened to Khoo Kailin? What happened to the daddy's girl? I really wonder.

Its true people changed through time, and some things just cant be found back after it has lost. Somehow when people lost that something, the more they want find it back, the more important they feel the thing is and the more they want to cherish it. The more they realised that things shouldnt be taken for granted. Why is this so?

I realised i have distant away from many things. I've distant away from used to be good friends, distant away from my family. I disappointed my mum, and especially my dad. The one who was always there for me, the one who dote on me the most. Thousand of apologies is not even enough to heal the wounds that i've inflicted on them but still, im sorry. I'll reflect on mistakes that i made all this years and be a better daughter from now on.

After all that has happened, nothing can be changed but can be made better with my own hands. And that is what im going to do for now. I'll be good, i'll be back as me. I'll be more mature. (:

Awesome pulau ubin trip. \m/

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