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#2 - K. Xoxo ' 130908.
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Ohman, this two cameras so cuteee. Im dying to get my hands on the polaroid camera. Though it costs a bomb, but its worth it. Always wanted one since young. :> Quarelled with bby again. I have no idea why but i guess we're both in the wrong eh? Im sorry, lets try to solve every little problems that we have alright? Love you oh. ♥

Edited / - Violet'Bee called this morning. Though didnt get to meet but at least talked a little over on the phone. Somehow its different. Hope she'll at least try to be good girl instead and be more matured? All the best, twinnie!

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Finally some photos to update, my cute little bby. ♥

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Recent changes, Violet's aunt called me and said bee asked her to pass something to me. Suppose to go meet today, but im so tired. :\ Gah, meeting on Monday instead. I wonder what could that be. I do agree with bby, friends do part. But at the same time, friends are hard to forget too, isnt it? Been having a hard time eversince bee's been caught back into girls home. Everytime i have problems, i just seem to have that same urge to confide in her like how i used to all the time and complain to her. But times are just all so different now.

2303 - Tuesday, didnt get to celebrate third month with bby as planned. Sorry, i should have thought about your feelings uh. I promise, i wont let you be all alone on our days anymore alright my love. & The happy thing is that im officially your longest relationship oh. :> Happy happy?

2403 - Wednesday, went celebrate as a replacement for our day. Ajisen for dinner, bby didnt eat much. Dummie pig is crazy about the fried tofu. Laughs, so cute. Walked around like idiots until the movie finally started. My very first experience of a 3D movie, quite cool bah. But specs abit annoying, abit dizzy after take out. The movie was awesome though, cute die toothless. ♥ Im in love with its laughter. Night over at bby's.

2503 - Thursday, woke up and ate dinner at bby's. Watched tv, and trained to Amk hub. Was still hungry, so stop to get so food. Bought bubbletea and ate Mos burger. Bused to lan, plan to go home after that but ended up tonning at lan instead. Played games, watched some zombie movie. Ate and went home rest after that. Tired! :\

Suddenly have the urge to save money! So can finish up my tatt and get second one. Buy clothes, go explore more places to play and eat! :D If im not happy with my life, i'll just have to make it better myself.

I didnt had much to update about this past few days, blog seems dead. I've been spending all of my time with baby. Accompany him at work, and at home. Before i really decided of what i really want to do for the rest of my life, go back study or finally start working a proper job and not wasting my time anymore. I just want to go out, go play, go eat with him. If only he had the time and interest to do so with me. :\ But i still love him much!

Happy 3rd month, my dearest beloved silly piggy god bby. I wanted to surprise you but my internet crashed! Think you'll be quite disappointed this time. Didnt have enough time to get anything for you, neither have the money too. Sorry baby. Here's a little something for you though, hope you like it. Loves. ♥ - ( Click here )

Sudden reminscence of what Jolyn said before. Memories im not ready and prepared to let go. I would always think back to those happy pasts with Violet, continue waiting for her. Hoping that we can actually go back when all of it's already over and gone for good. Stupidly believing time could turn back. Does it change any fact that we have already drifted far away from how we used to be? Bby once asked me - even if she came out, will we ever be able to go back like last time? I just refuse to believe that im actually wasting my time.

Smoking, though how bad and how smelly it seems to me, how much i have always hated it, but i still smoked. Because ciggarettes never turn you away when you need them. Like humans; friends and family. Maybe im wrong but never have i experienced neverending support from a very person in my life. Its just a distraction, an escape from problems. Call me stubborn, but i'd rather run away from reality. Somehow i still have that hope to end this habit, this form of addiction and cravings that i have in me when im in a situation that i cannot solve. :\

Many things happened this few days that i never updated. I wont elaborate on it though, all i just hope for is that someone would actually support me, hold my hands through all this pain im having. It is just this simple, no longer having any strength to fight for what i want or deserve. Just want a peaceful life ahead of me, pure & simple. ♡

Happy belated 2years & 7months twinnie. I cant wait for your call on Saturday! I remembered the first time you came out from girls home and we chatted on the phone for really long. Memories ~ :b Laughs, will be waiting until you come out, girl. Wondering if im still the first one that you'll contact.

My mood seems pretty weird this few days. Still figuring out why, but after reading Bby's blog. I know i really hope to find a way that will reduce all or arguements. I love you too, dearest. Though there's still some things that are in my mind constantly thinking, trying to stop all those thoughts inside. But i trust that you would forgive my wrong doings from time to time and wont leave me.

Accompanied Bby go to cmpb for his ns checkup. Waited for 2 hours, cold and tired on rock hard bench! I kept thinking about us. I know you're worried of who will takecare of me when you're gone in army and things like if i cannot wait, then dont or whatever. But trust me, im going to wait for you alright my love. (: Dont think so much, and spend more time with me! Night over at Bby's. Had this really long long long chat with him. Hopefully it'll change many things and reduces our arguements for the time being. Talked about our pasts, and memories. Decided to make this time for you the most memorable, unlike those before. I love you, even more than you do. ♥

Have been really sick recently, havent been updating my blog either. Because i didnt go out, there's nothing to blog about thats why. Just a short update, dont want my blog to look dead. So yeah, here is it. Some unwanted comments on my tagboard, i have no idea who are you. But if you would, stop it already alright. I dont want my tagboard to look like this, its going to lead to nowhere? Enough? & I really do hope i'll get well soon. :\

Alright, reasons for not blogging and not going online audi. I guess its because of the new game that im playing right now. Osu! \m/ Its so damn fucking awesome and addictive to me somehow. I cant stop playing that game, maybe i'll get bored of it after awhile. But its the first new game that i have played and havent got bored of it yet. I even abandoned my neopets and audi because of it. Laughs. Go try it if nothing to do or sick of other games. (: