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#1 - Violet TwinnieBee ' 070807.
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#2 - K. Xoxo ' 130908.
It'll never be the same again.
#3 - Cymon AwesomeDaddy ' 050609.
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#4 - Cuiwen'Darling & Joresar'Babe.
The girls that has always been there for me.
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#6 - Jolyn 宝贝 & AhQiang Brother.
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
So much for my happy ending. @ 12:33 AM
Sudden reminscence of what Jolyn said before. Memories im not ready and prepared to let go. I would always think back to those happy pasts with Violet, continue waiting for her. Hoping that we can actually go back when all of it's already over and gone for good. Stupidly believing time could turn back. Does it change any fact that we have already drifted far away from how we used to be? Bby once asked me - even if she came out, will we ever be able to go back like last time? I just refuse to believe that im actually wasting my time.
Smoking, though how bad and how smelly it seems to me, how much i have always hated it, but i still smoked. Because ciggarettes never turn you away when you need them. Like humans; friends and family. Maybe im wrong but never have i experienced neverending support from a very person in my life. Its just a distraction, an escape from problems. Call me stubborn, but i'd rather run away from reality. Somehow i still have that hope to end this habit, this form of addiction and cravings that i have in me when im in a situation that i cannot solve. :\
Many things happened this few days that i never updated. I wont elaborate on it though, all i just hope for is that someone would actually support me, hold my hands through all this pain im having. It is just this simple, no longer having any strength to fight for what i want or deserve. Just want a peaceful life ahead of me, pure & simple. ♡
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