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Thursday, May 27, 2010Its always harder, the second time around. @ 1:36 AM" When someone tells you that you can't be who you are, you just tell them you're a little monster and you can do anything. " — Lady Gaga. ♥ Wednesday, May 26, 2010Ohyes. Im your very own little monster. @ 3:21 AMGah, im so addicted to lady gaga!! :> & Have been feeling so tired making myself work so much and nonstop. At both Filmgarde and Mana. Still in search for better pay relaxed jobs too. Physcially and mentally exhausted right now that i even skipped work for two days. I should try enjoy life instead of working so hard for the money hur. I should stop procrastinating and start doing whatever i wanna that makes me happy just like past, when i was still the happy-go-lucky daddy's girl. :\ Went out with the 'Usuals last night. Again, yup. I havent been going out with them for so long already. Played pool, shocking hur? Its been long, yes really long. I could still play just not as good but just reminds me of bad memories. But had fun too. Maggie goreng, so happy. Slacked and home. :D Monday, May 24, 2010Eh, eh. Nothing else i can say. @ 3:18 AMFirstly, happy 5th's to bby! ♥ & Thanks for the slipper. I love you. Sorry didnt really plan this well.. Even went out with my friend first instead of meeting you. So sweet of you pushing me to sleep on your shoulder on the bus when i fell asleep lying on the window. Heh. Sending me home and all. But most importantly is, thanks for accepting who i really am inside after knowing all the problems that i have. I really appreciate it, :> Secondly, met Violet'B today. Shockingly she asked me out. Thought she would have went out with her other friends instead. So met her up at Lot one. Near her house, & of course bby's. She still look almost the same. But just feels weird around her somehow, with her new friends that i dont know. Didnt really feel that left out this time. Heh, Bee "bought" cigarettes and barbell for me. ^^ Though i know we'll never ever go back to how we were before but we're still good friends just not as close anymore. I'll keep my expectations low this time. Yup. Saturday, after work @ Filmgarde, went home and straight to Mana to work. Supposedly work until morning. But joined Usuals for daohuay again. Walked back to Pork's house, they decided to ton while i went home. Heh. Thursday, May 20, 2010我的梦里有一串风铃, 感应有你走过的风景. @ 3:33 AMOhyes, finally updated my blog hur? Because today's my off day. & I finally have time for myself. I can use the computer until how late i want dont matter, i can watch all the shows that i want until i get tired. But just doesnt seem to have the mood at all suddenly. Wonders why. Just have too much on my mind i guess. Changed my job again! Working @ Filmgarde, Kallang leisure park now. :) Though pay's low but its okay. It helps me to wakeup earlier nowadays. Its not that hard work either. Quite slack. Colleagues fine too. Just earning some extra money before i start school. And of course, for my Genting trip coming up soon. Maybe just a short break from all my stress. Maybe it might just fix everything back to normal? Even if it doesnt, least it gives me a rest from Singapore's fucked weather thats giving me these headaches im having. Bursting my head so badly. :\ - Guess i've really forgotten whats the true meaning to the term friends. Eversince realised that i no longer matter as much as i did to her. Everything just seems to crash. No trust or faith in anyone or even believe that there's people who want be friends, likes or even loves me. Im such a failure, how'd i wish to be so much more better.. |
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